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Last week I was playing a free MMORPG, and one of the real girls in my guild make a new character. When I seen the name, i felt my heart skip a beat and my pulse rise. I thought i was seing things, it couldn't be possible it must be a coincidence. I was tempted to ask this girl what the name meant to her to see if I was right or just grasping at straws. Because i have never seen a toon name lie DPRGirl in any of the other games i have played in the last 12 years.
I put it to the back of my mind for several days, till I could literally not stand it anymore. I was keenly aware that if I ased her the question straight out, even in a PM, that I would more then likely lose a good friend who I hung out with alot. We seemed to click right away and she is loads of fun to hang out with. I finally got an opprotunity when we were in a group fight against the bad guys. During a lull in the battle I causually pmed her and asked what the name meant.
She came right back with what do you think it means. I quickly got cold feet, if I would have been in an oral converastion with her, I am sure I would have stammered. I backpedaled and told her, I wouldn't want to offend her. She came back, try me, you never know, you could be right. Now I was excited, but overwhelmed, should I or Not? I told her what I was thinking of was somewhat obscure. She replied, just say it!
So I said, DiaperGirl. There came a long pause in our discourse which left me waiting in acticipation, yet dreading the reply. It was down to the wire, the moment of truth, would I lose a friend or straighten it in a more fullfilling way.
I was amazed when the answer, finally came, and I felt the reason for the long delay in her response was because she would be revealing something very private about herself to a relative stranger. I am sure you have guessed by now, that the answer was yes you are right. I am a DiaperGirl, I wear diapers because I like the way they feel on me. She commented, that no one else had ever made the connection and that she had used the nickname in several other games. And asked me to keep it to myself as the only other person who knew was her friend and our guild mate.
I was awed by this and adenaline coursed rapidly though my viens, as I stared at her words. Wow, I was right! With bated breath, I quickly debated what to say next, asI typed that her secret was safewith me. My spelling became eractic as my fingers urged me to keep the dialoge going aslong as possible. By this time we were back to fighting. I was having trouble talking, and keeping my mind on what was expected of me, as far as playing the role playing game. I told the reason for me guessing was because I was a DiaperBoy. There was another lull, before her response of really? And I shot back yes, I have been in the diaper scene for many years. She seemed truely happy to hear this and our talk expanded on our mutual interest.
I was completely relaxed and feleling in control of my emotions by the time we ended our dungeon party and we could chat in a more relaxed way. I told how to find my blog, which I figured would be the easiest way to prove my confession to her. She looked it up straight away and I sensed her relax a bit more, as we continued our banter.
I now know that our guildmate is also her boyfriend which I supected all along. The object was not in me finding a sex partner, but in finding another friend, who I could be myself with and at the same time, enjoy role playing games with. Hopefully this is the start of long friendship, but in the least it shows me to trust my instincts more.
I put it to the back of my mind for several days, till I could literally not stand it anymore. I was keenly aware that if I ased her the question straight out, even in a PM, that I would more then likely lose a good friend who I hung out with alot. We seemed to click right away and she is loads of fun to hang out with. I finally got an opprotunity when we were in a group fight against the bad guys. During a lull in the battle I causually pmed her and asked what the name meant.
She came right back with what do you think it means. I quickly got cold feet, if I would have been in an oral converastion with her, I am sure I would have stammered. I backpedaled and told her, I wouldn't want to offend her. She came back, try me, you never know, you could be right. Now I was excited, but overwhelmed, should I or Not? I told her what I was thinking of was somewhat obscure. She replied, just say it!
So I said, DiaperGirl. There came a long pause in our discourse which left me waiting in acticipation, yet dreading the reply. It was down to the wire, the moment of truth, would I lose a friend or straighten it in a more fullfilling way.
I was amazed when the answer, finally came, and I felt the reason for the long delay in her response was because she would be revealing something very private about herself to a relative stranger. I am sure you have guessed by now, that the answer was yes you are right. I am a DiaperGirl, I wear diapers because I like the way they feel on me. She commented, that no one else had ever made the connection and that she had used the nickname in several other games. And asked me to keep it to myself as the only other person who knew was her friend and our guild mate.
I was awed by this and adenaline coursed rapidly though my viens, as I stared at her words. Wow, I was right! With bated breath, I quickly debated what to say next, asI typed that her secret was safewith me. My spelling became eractic as my fingers urged me to keep the dialoge going aslong as possible. By this time we were back to fighting. I was having trouble talking, and keeping my mind on what was expected of me, as far as playing the role playing game. I told the reason for me guessing was because I was a DiaperBoy. There was another lull, before her response of really? And I shot back yes, I have been in the diaper scene for many years. She seemed truely happy to hear this and our talk expanded on our mutual interest.
I was completely relaxed and feleling in control of my emotions by the time we ended our dungeon party and we could chat in a more relaxed way. I told how to find my blog, which I figured would be the easiest way to prove my confession to her. She looked it up straight away and I sensed her relax a bit more, as we continued our banter.
I now know that our guildmate is also her boyfriend which I supected all along. The object was not in me finding a sex partner, but in finding another friend, who I could be myself with and at the same time, enjoy role playing games with. Hopefully this is the start of long friendship, but in the least it shows me to trust my instincts more.
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