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    Hello all, here is another story. As before, feedback is encouraged. This one may have run a little long, and maybe needed an editor, but it turns me on, so hopefully it will do it for someone else here too.

    ---

    Leah had been doing this for a long time, and she knew her body well. She knew
    what it could take, and more importantly, what it couldn't take.

    That didn't mean she got to test those limits often. Her boyfriend, Sam,
    wasn't a fellow pants pooper. She had introduced him to wetting after they had
    been dating for a few months, but even now, after living together for almost
    three years, she hadn't told him about her other habit. She told herself it was
    better this way. When she did it by herself, she was free to push whatever
    limits she wanted, and she was free from the shame of seeing herself through
    his eyes.

    And maybe he was the one, and maybe she would carry her secret to the grave.
    She was ok with that.

    They hadn't been dating for very long when Sam lost his job, and she had
    invited him to move into her cozy duplex in Queens. It was probably too early
    in their relationship to move in together, but Leah had more space than she
    needed, and Sam was feeling shaken after being laid off -- not to mention
    hurting for cash. So she invited him in, and they became very close, and that
    pretty much spelled the end of her zipless pants pooping.

    But for years before that, she had been as free as anyone could ask for. As a
    freelance writer, she would spend her days at home, and many of those days she
    would spend sitting in her own filth. Even when she ate normally, Leah had
    always been a prolific defecator. In the morning, she would wake up, plop
    herself down at her desk with her computer, a bowl of cereal, and a cup of
    coffee, and not get up again until mid afternoon.

    She liked to make her first mess while she was cooking her oatmeal. Maybe
    fifteen minutes after she'd first gotten up, still in her pajamas, she would
    feel the pressure in her bladder and bowels. Standing over a towel while she
    stirred the oatmeal, she would relax her bladder open and wet herself
    deliciously. A moment later, she would be ready for the next step, and by
    lightly bearing down she would squeeze out the first small BM of the morning.
    It was always hard and nearly odorless, and it would nestle lightly between
    her butt cheeks, reminding her what she'd done with each movement she made.

    At this point she would usually kick off her pajama pants and pull on a pair
    of jeans or slacks over her soiled panties. Then she would sit down and get to
    work.

    Just as she finished her coffee, she would start to feel a strong urge come
    on. She tried to make a game of whether she could relieve herself without
    interrupting her typing. She would relax, still trying to focus on the
    computer screen, and feel the beginning of what was usually her largest poo of
    the day start to ease out into her pants. Some days she would sit there,
    feeling it slowly ooze out, slowly filling the space available until it
    couldn't go any further without standing up. Other days, she would skip that
    step and lightly lift her ass off the seat, push hard, and fill her pants in
    one go, while also emptying her bladder. Settling down slowly, she would go
    back to typing (she never was able to do it without interrupting her train of
    thought for at least a little bit) while she gradually finished pissing
    herself.

    Finally, around 1 in the afternoon, she would need it again. She would be
    winding down her daily 500 words, and she liked to wait until she was done so
    she could really enjoy it. As soon as she typed the last word, she would hit
    save, stand up -- feeling the weight of her morning's other accomplishments
    already in her pants -- take a deep breath, and push out everything she could.
    She loved the feeling of it coming out both sides at once, and her shit piling
    on top of what was already there while her piss ran down her legs. She would
    hover over her chair then, her butt often six inches off the seat, but the
    pile beneath her was touching it, pushing slightly on her behind. Then she
    would slowly, delicately rub her clit through her pants, her legs starting to
    quiver as they grew tired of holding her up, until they got so tired they
    couldn't help but lower her down, squishing her mess out beneath her. She
    would time it so she came just as her butt finally came all the way down, and
    she could feel the poop maneuvering around her curves as her vagina spasmed
    and her back arched.

    She would sit there quivering a few minutes, and usually pee a bit more in her
    sodden pants before she cleaned up.

    There were endless variations on this pattern, and many other games she liked
    to play, but that had been her routine, often two or three times a week.

    Then there was Sam, and he was around all the damn time. He got a job as a
    bartender while he was looking for other work, so he was always home during
    prime pooping hours. Leah once held it in all day so she could go in her pants
    after Sam left at 5. But she was so nervous that she had a hard time enjoying
    it after she had done it. She just knew he would forget something or get home
    early for some reason. She cleaned up as quickly as she could, and good thing
    -- he got home after only a little over two hours. Turned out his boss had
    booked too many bartenders for the night, and he had been sent home. From then
    on, any time she was tempted to try to get away with something, she remembered
    that night.

    After nearly a year, he finally got a day job, and Leah was able to
    occasionally indulge herself. It was never quite the same as when she was on
    her own, but at least some of that pent up energy was sometimes able to
    release into her pants.

    And then, finally, the holy grail: Sam was asked to take a job within his
    company that involved traveling to other branches to train employees. A week
    out of every month would be spent at some far-flung locale. Leah knew exactly
    what she would be doing during those times.

    ---

    The first trip was set for early October, when Sam would be driving down to
    Philadelphia, and Leah's fantasy life was swirling with the possiblities of
    her week. Sam noticed her libido seemed to have shot up over the previous
    month, to the point that he commented on it one day when she jumped him right
    after he got home from work. "You're going to miss me, huh?"

    He assumed she was trying to get in all her fucks for the month in the week
    before he left, and she was fine with him thinking that. She *would* miss him,
    of course. But she had also missed the feeling of releasing herself, of
    wallowing in her naughtiness. It was like a great old friend was coming to
    stay with her while Sam was away so she wouldn't be lonely.

    Sunday came, and Leah helped pack Sam's garment bag. She laughed at all the
    suits -- "my *business* man!" -- and waved goodbye as he pulled out to the end
    of the block.

    Then she waited. An hour. Two hours. Then she called him. He was almost there.
    Ran into a bit of traffic just outside the city. He'd call when he checked in
    to the hotel.

    She felt an enormous relief right at that moment. It was really going to
    happen! She felt her bowels loosen, and she ws keenly aware, then, that she
    hadn't yet sat on the toilet that day. She closed her eyes, and pissed through
    her jeans, letting a puddle form on the floor. She held her bowels though; she
    was going to have fun today. Dropping her pants, she toweled herself off,
    threw on new jeans, and casually tossed her wet things in the washing
    machine.

    Her plan: she would not use the toilet until Sam got home Friday night. She
    needed supplies.

    ---

    Squirming a bit with a comforting discomfort, Leah took a duffel bag and
    hopped on the 7 train. Her first stop was the drug store. Metamucil cookies,
    glycerin suppositories, "get regular" tea. Then she went to the medical supply
    store. Diapers weren't always her thing, but with what she had planned,
    sometimes they would be necessary. She had spent an embarassing amount of time
    researching the brands available at this store, and had found some that had
    all around positive reviews. "They minimize smell better than any brand my
    mother has tried," said one, "Sometimes, my uncle soaks them several times
    before asking to be changed," said another. Leah always wondered how many of
    the reviews were actually written by people who enjoyed using them themselves.

    Then, with everything safely packed away in her bag, and her gut complaining
    more and more, she went to the grocery store.

    The plan was to keep things as firm as possible and as voluminous as possible,
    so Leah went with a variety of food that she expected to have different
    effects. Hamburgers, kale, brown rice, white rice, cheese, eggs, potatoes,
    lentils, ice cream... with the fiber supplements she was going to be going *a
    lot* so she needed to make sure she was eating big meals throughout the day.

    In the checkout line she almost lost it. Just standing there was what did it.
    Not that she was actually going to lose control -- that would wait until the
    end of the week, if she executed things properly. But she was trembling and
    aching to just let go. By the time she got to the train, she was starting to
    think of how she could relieve herself before she got home.

    She chose a subway car that was near the end of the platform, where there were
    usually fewer people, and she lucked out. There was one couple near one end of
    the car, and an older man about halfway. She chose the empty end of the car,
    and plopped down on the seat with all her stuff, finally relaxing her bowels
    as their contents were held in by the hard seat.

    She was sweating, and desperately wanted to push everything out, but she had
    to wait. There were two more stops in Manhattan, and if no one sat near her
    after that, she would be free to let loose as the train crossed the bridge.

    She almost panicked when two people got on at the last stop, but they sat in
    the middle of the car. As the doors closed, Leah lifted herself gently off the
    seat, and pushed ever so slightly. The contents of her bowels, which had felt
    so desperate to escape before, now eased out under moderate pressure, slowly
    filling the available space. As that space ran out, she push harder, and felt
    it spread underneath her. She wasn't finished, but her pants were pleasantly
    full, and she had done as much as she dared. She let herself settle back into
    her seat and felt the contents of her pants spread and shift. Leah sighed.

    With her stop next, Leah stood up and gathered her things. She glanced down
    the car and realized that someone else had gotten on, probably while she was
    soiling herself. Her face burned, but it didn't seem like anyone was looking
    at her. So she gave another push and fully emptied herself just as the doors
    opened. She felt like she might faint, but she managed to get herself out onto
    the platform with her shopping bags. She staggered over to the nearest bench
    and sat herself down. The platform was empty. Thank God for Sundays.

    By the time she got home, she was ready to pee, and also to relieve herself in
    other ways. She lay in the tub and pissed herself slowly, then brought herself
    to a lovely orgasm.

    ---

    She cooked a big meal for herself that night, wetting herself a few more times
    in the process. She downed a metamucil cookie and glass of milk. Before bed
    she did another load of laundry, and then got dressed for bed. She chose her
    pajama pants carefully, and spoke to them as she put them on: "Boy, you guys
    are going to get it."

    ---

    The next day Leah did her old routine, working all morning and not leaving her
    desk. She had missed it so much she cried when she came right after going in
    her pants for the third time that morning. Sitting there in her lovely, sodden
    jeans, panting for breath, she gulped back tears and wondered if she had done
    the right thing two years earlier when she invited Sam to move in. And then
    her phone rang.

    "Sam, hi!" She wiped the tears away and smiled, as if he could see her and she
    had to put on a brave face. He sounded energetic, "Hi! Just taking a lunch
    break. How was your morning?"

    Now she was annoyed. It was bad enough that he was there all the time, but
    even when he was two states away he had to butt in.

    "Oh, good, I guess. Writing."

    "You OK?" Give him that, he knew her well.

    "Yeah, yes. Fine. It was just an intense writing session. I'm working through
    some pretty dark material right now."

    "Oh, you want me to leave you alone?"

    She choked a little, "Yeah, I think I need some time to recover." He was
    quiet, so she went on, "call me tonight?"

    "Sounds good, love you..."

    After they hung up she felt her shoulders relax again. She banished Sam from
    her mind by emptying her bladder again. There was something wonderful about
    pissing into already full pants, and she wiggled a little as the pee worked
    its way through the contents of her extremely full pants and onto the floor.
    She had had a truly huge breakfast of oatmeal, an apple, three eggs, a glass
    of milk, and a metamucil, and now she downed a glass of water with another
    fiber cookie before cleaning herself up.

    ---

    The rest of the day was diapers and eating. There was only so much cleanup she could
    stand at one time, so instead of adding to the wash every time she needed to
    pee, she just kept on her disposable underwear for the rest of the day. It was
    true what the reviewer had said -- she peed and peed, drank water like crazy,
    and the diaper didn't leak until she was preparing dinner. She started to wet
    herself while she was pulling braised chicken thighs out of the oven, and to
    her surprise she felt it pool around her pussy and then spill out to her
    jeans, running freely down her leg.

    She stood there, still going, hot pan in hand, creating a puddle on the floor.
    The diaper was heavy and soaked, and she felt its bulk pushing up against her
    privates. She quickly put down the chicken and leaned against the counter,
    plunging her hand into the wetness of her pants, bringing herself quickly to
    orgasm standing there in the kitchen.

    ---

    She ate her dinner -- chicken, rice and lentils, a salad with avocado, with a
    big bowl of ice cream for dessert -- even though she was still full from
    lunch. She was hoping the extra fiber would keep her from gaining too much
    weight this week, but it was worth a few pounds to keep her system full to
    overflowing. With the two metamucils she had that day, Tuesday would have
    some very voluminous bowel movements, and several. To help that along, she
    drank two cups of the "Get Regular" tea. On the package it advertised inducing
    a bowel movement eight hours after drinking. The online reviews, however,
    noted that when you take it you should be ready to be close to a bathroom, for
    the day, with several people saying they had to rush to the bathroom every
    half and hour or so to avoid an accident. That sounded pretty great to Leah.
    She put on a fresh diaper, drank another glass of water, and climbed into bed.

    ---

    It was vaguely light outside, a hazy morning sun just below the horizon. Leah
    had suddenly been pulled awake, and she wasn't sure why or where she was yet.
    She was groggily aware of a huge fullness in her gut, but before she realized
    what was going on, she exploded.

    A massive snake of good, solid shit poured out of her, filling her pants
    completely in seconds. As she was halfway through, she remembered that Sam
    wasn't there, and that she was wearing protection, and she started to push.
    She was on her side, and the shit kept piling up as she rocked and contorted
    herself. It was over almost instantly, and she lay there breathing heavily,
    becoming aware of her urgent need to pee. She relaxed and felt herself
    emptying, the warm wetness enveloping her crotch as she drifted back to sleep.

    ---

    She was lying on her back, her alarm going off. She rolled over to reach her
    phone on the floor, and shivered with pleasure when she felt her full pants.
    And then there was the joy of discovering how desperate she felt again. There,
    on her belly, her arm hanging off the bed, she gave a light push and felt her
    already full pants fill even further.

    She put her hand underneath her, between her legs, and rocked her pussy into
    her hand through the wet diaper. She came violently, and was surprised by
    another sudden bowel movement that came out of her just as violently, followed
    by a slow, relaxing piss. She made no attempt to stop either one.

    Three bowel movements before she even got out of bed! And two of them almost
    beyond her control. It was like her functions below the waist had taken on a
    mind of their own. She felt empty now, but she knew her body well enough to
    know that, with what she had done the last two days, there was still a lot
    left to come.

    What's more, she had judged her diet perfectly. The contents of her pants were
    solid without being hard. She wobbled out of bed, trying not to squish things
    too much yet. Yes, she had been doing this a long time, but she couldn't
    remember a time when she had this much shit in her pants. She was tempted to
    change, but she wanted to see how full she could make them.

    ---

    She had to go again before breakfast was ready. This time she tried to hold it
    in, but while she was scraping the eggs onto her plate, a cramp took her that
    was so intense, she just had to let go. It was a surprisingly large movement,
    still thicker than usual and not too soft. She squatted slightly as she let it
    out, and felt the pile beneath her growing. The diaper still held though, so
    she went about her business.

    Today was her day to eat slightly constipating food. This morning it was eggs
    and cheese, sausage, a muffin and a glass of milk. She messed herself again
    before the end of the meal, and felt the diaper straining at the legs. It was
    so heavy when she cleaned up her breakfast dishes, it started to pull down
    from her waist. She closed the dishwasher and went to look at herself in the
    bedroom mirror. The stretchy fabric of her pajama pants was extended further
    than she had ever seen. The bottom was closer to her knees than her hips, so
    she had to lean over to get her hands underneath. She gently pushed up on the
    mess inside and felt it yield against her skin. Her eyes fluttered.

    Feeling a little faint, she hobbled over to her desk chair. She
    unceremoniously plopped down, and felt her mess rush and flow inside her
    pants, realigning itself to fit its new shape. It was wonderful, and she made
    herself come just by rocking a little back and forth.

    When she had recovered, she changed herself. She didn't make much of an effort
    to clean herself, other than a few cursory swipes of toilet paper in key
    places. Then she put a new diaper on. She hadn't really intended to use them
    this much, but today it seemed like messing her panties so often probably
    wasn't an option. She felt her insides rumble and looked at the clock -- only
    9:30. She clearly wasn't getting any work done today. Pulling on a new pair of
    pants, she sat on the couch with some crappy rom-com and let herself go
    whenever she needed to.

    She shat herself three times during the movie, and when Matthew McConaughey
    kissed the starlet in the end -- what was her name? -- she peed into the mess.
    Last edited by kochel428; June 3, 2014, 10:01 AM.

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    ---

    After the movie, Leah took a long shower and cleaned herself thoroughly. About
    halfway through, she could feel the next bowel movement start to come on. She
    debated going in the shower, but decided she would rather do it in her pants
    again. She was ready to do it in real panties, anyway.

    She was growing increasingly desperate as she toweled herself off, and by the
    time she had dried her hair and laid out her clothes, she knew she had better
    get them on or she would make a mess on the floor.

    And then the phone rang. Sam.

    She fumbled with the phone, her hands shaking, and she knew he could hear it
    in her voice when she said "Sam!" a little too forcefully.

    "Hi, baby. You... are you OK?"

    "Yeah, yeah I'm fine. Sorry, I'm in the middle of something, can I call you
    back?"

    "Uh, well, I don't think so, I only have a minute. You sure everything is OK?"

    This was not a conversation she was going to be able to get out of so easily,
    she realized. She was pushing him away, and he could feel it. "Yes, I'm fine,
    sorry."

    "You've seemed really distant since I left. I'm a little worried."

    She could feel her anus beginning to quiver open. She grabbed her panties and
    started trying to pull them on one handed.

    "No, I don't mean to be distant," she said, the panties caught on her ankle,
    "I guess I just... I feel like when I'm here and you're there, I just want to
    stay focused on what's in front of me, you know?"

    This was hopeless. She wasn't going to get them on in time. Sam started to
    drone about something, and Leah's eyes darted around, looking for some solution
    to her problem.

    She lighted on the laundry basket. It was full of clothes that were dirty from
    before Sam left. She had been diligently washing the clothes she messed in,
    but had neglected the hamper. She was out of time, and couldn't think clearly.
    She sat in the dirty clothes, and violently expelled the contents of her
    bowels and bladder into the dirty clothes. Then she noticed Sam wasn't talking
    anymore.

    "Uh, yes, sorry, yes, I don't mean to..." she spun her wheels for a second,
    still peeing.

    A twitch of anger came out in Sam's voice. "You're not even listening? Look, I
    have to go. I guess I'll talk to you later. Uh, love you." He hung up without
    waiting for a response.

    Leah sat there in her filth, feeling naughty as could be, and wondering where
    this was headed. Was shitting herself on a regular basis more important to her
    than loving Sam? For a moment she didn't care. She sank further into the now
    very dirty clothes and got herself off slowly, peeing more little by little.

    ---

    A burger and baked potato, an ice cream sandwich, white rice with sweet
    potato, more and more Leah filled herself up with food that would stay inside
    her for a while. She didn't poop again that day, but peed freely in her jeans,
    which she didn't bother to change until right before bed. Instead, she would
    occasionally sop up the puddles with towels that then went straight into the
    wash. She diapered herself for the night, just in case, but she woke up clean
    and dry the next day.

    ---

    Wednesday. She downed a bowl of oatmeal, a hard boiled egg, and a glass of
    milk with metamucil before going out to meet her friend Margaret for brunch.
    She did not, however, pee. Today was her day not to let herself shit, but to
    prepare for tomorrow. That didn't mean there wasn't fun to be had, though.

    She arrived at brunch, a few minutes' walk from home, already pretty desperate
    to pee. She was distracted through the meal, and she surprised Margaret by not
    ordering coffee. She claimed she'd already had some before leaving, but the
    reality was she didn't want to stimulate herself too much today. Instead, she
    ordered a Bellini and ice water to go with her omelette.

    Margaret's main interest when hanging out with Leah was to dish about her
    husband, sometimes complaining, sometimes lauding, always a bit inappropriate.
    Leah didn't mind though. Margaret sometimes gave her good material, and when
    she didn't, Leah didn't have to pay too close attention to what she was
    saying.

    Which was good, because Leah could barely concentrate on anything, to the
    point that Margaret asked what was going on. "You distracted? You're just like
    Max, you know. The other day he was going down on me, and I was all into it,
    but then I looked down, and he was looking over at the clock while he ate me
    out. Unbelievable."

    Leah laughed, hard, and felt herself dribble into her panties. She resisted
    the urge to gasp, and instead thanked her past self for having the foresight
    to wear a skirt. She edged the back out from under her as causually as she
    could, and ordered another Bellini.

    By the time they had paid the check, she was letting little spurts out into
    her panties every few seconds without being able to stop herself. While
    Margaret went to the bathroom, Leah sopped up as much as she could from the
    seat with the tissues in her purse.

    She saw Margaret to the subway, giving her a little hug while a trickle ran
    down her leg. As soon as Margaret was out of sight, Leah crossed her legs as
    hard as she could and managed to stop the stream. Gathering herself, she
    walked back to her apartment, a little knock-kneed.

    She had to wait for the light at the end of her block, and standing still was
    a problem. She felt herself spasm open, with little rhythmic spurts letting
    out a little bit at a time. There was nothing she could do.

    The light lasted forever, and while a little puddle started to form under her,
    she looked across the street and saw a man, maybe 35, handsome, wearing a
    seersucker jacket. He caught her gaze and returned it, smiled, and Leah did a
    little curtsy. Her legs shook. He was walking toward her, looking straight at
    her, and her bladder opened up.

    She dumped a pint of piss onto the sidewalk beneath her, but her eyes never
    left the man's face. He just walked casually by her, smiling the whole time.

    He must have seen, right? There's no way he could have missed the thick stream
    of pee spraying from under her skirt. But then, the skirt went below her
    knees, and he was looking at her face. There was no way to know.

    She realized the light had changed when she looked up and saw it changing back
    to red. Jeez, she had been so wrapped up in that guy, and her own loss of
    control, that she hadn't even realized that he was walking toward her because
    the light said *walk*.

    ---

    She finished emptying her bladder once she got across the street, then changed
    into jeans when she got home. She had only just finished her second breakfast,
    but it was time for lunch: an apple, a ham sandwich, salad, a glass of milk,
    and a metamucil. She felt enormous, but she would have a snack and another
    metamucil in the afternoon and another big meal for dinner. Tomorrow would be
    a doozy.

    She also kept up a steady liquid intake. She made sure not to gulp so she
    didn't swallow too much air, but she had a straw to her lips almost
    constantly. Having already lost control earlier in the day, she knew exactly
    what was coming.

    It happened three hours after lunch. She stood up to stretch, and was suddenly
    soaked. She had been aware of being full, but it hadn't felt like an
    emergency. She just stood there emptying herself, then masturbated through her
    jeans, standing in the puddle.

    Later that night, she sat down in front of the TV with dinner and a bottle of
    wine. She could feel pressure building in her bladder, and knew it was
    probably time to get off the couch before she soaked it, but this movie was
    actually interesting. Her leg was twitching, and she really needed to go, and
    then suddenly she was pissing, full force, into her pants and onto the couch.
    She stood up, giggling, a bit drunk, and peed until her pants were completely
    soaked. There wasn't a thing she could do to stop it.

    Finishing her dinner, Leah looked down at her belly. It was humungous. It had
    been over twenty four hours since she had had a bowel movement, and she had
    eaten more food in one day than anyone had a right to. She put the bottle of
    wine to her lips and drained the last bit, put a diaper on for safety, and
    tumbled into bed. As she drifted off to sleep, she thought, "Strange, I didn't
    hear from Sam today."

    ---

    She had filled her pants completely, but the gusset was pulled aside, and the
    man's cock was moving rhythmically in and out of her, his briefs full behind
    him. With each thrust, she squirted a bit of piss out, wetting her undies and
    the sheets around her. The man had followed her home after seeing her wet
    herself that morning. He had waited until the time was right, and sprung into
    her bedroom just as she was shitting her pants. He did the same, and now here
    they were, fucking like it was their last night on Earth.

    ---

    She woke up in mid stream, her diaper already soaked. She guessed that she had
    already peed at least once in her sleep, and now here she was, groggily
    wetting herself in the cool of the early morning. She reached into her
    pajamas, into her hot diaper, and found her clit. The man she had seen yesterday,
    she could almost feel his cock in her as she had dreamed it. She saw his
    piercing eyes as she came, appraising her body, smiling knowingly at the
    puddle forming under her.

    She lay there, knowing that today was the day she pushed herself to her
    absolute limits. Today was the day that she would completely lose control. She
    had been priming her body all week for this, and now was the time.

    She got up, shivering a bit, and sat on the edge of the bed. *May as well get
    it out now while I can*, she thought, and sitting there she pushed out the
    rest of the piss on her bladder, feeling the warmth under her. This would be
    her last pee for a while, so she better enjoy it.

    She kicked off her sodden diaper and took a quick shower. Then she pulled out
    her carefully chosen outfit, her dark yoga pants that would expand as far as
    necessary but wouldn't show wetness; her nice, thick, full cut cotton panties
    that would contain everything they needed to. The mass in her gut had moved
    south during the night, and now she could feel it pressing up against the
    inside of her hole, huge and aching to be let out. And she hadn't even started
    to push the limit yet.

    First, coffee. She brewed a whole pot for herself, and started drinking it as
    quickly as she could get away with. Sitting at the kitchen table, she felt
    like her insides were about to split open, but she had to wait still, until
    the pressure in her bladder was nearing the breaking point. Her heart was
    pumping already, but she had hours to wait. She sat at her computer, bouncing
    her legs, trying to hold back the tide.

    Her phone rang. Sam. She pushed ignore. "Fuck him," she said to herself.

    ---

    It was time. Leah was sweating; her whole body was rigid. It was a matter of
    maybe half an hour before she started wetting herself uncontrollably.

    She pulled out her last secret weapon. Squatting slightly in the kitchen with
    her pants around her knees, she pushed two suppositories up her ass. Her anus
    tingled as she squeezed each one through, and then she wiggled her pants back
    up. She felt a tiny squirt of piss escape, and sat down at the table again,
    trying to concentrate on reading the news. Not possible. She knew that in less
    than half an hour, she would be shitting herself uncontrollably, beyond reason
    or recourse.

    The time passed agonizingly slowly, but after fifteen minutes she started to
    feel her resolve die. Her pee hole was sqeezing and releasing, threatening to
    start flooding her pants any second. Her bowels were cramping and straining,
    almost ready to burst. She had to take a walk, or she would just give up
    before she lost control.

    She put on some shoes she didn't care too much about, grabbed her purse and
    her keys, and went to the door. She was shaking. She knew her body like
    clockwork, and in a few minutes she would be helplessly messing herself in
    full view of the entire neighborhood. She reached for the door handle, and
    heard the key turn in the latch. Her heart nearly lept out her throat, her
    shit nearly lept out her ass.

    The door opened, and she stood there mouth agape. Sam, smiling wide and
    holding his garment bag. A day early.

    "We finished early and I just had to come home." He hugged her rigid body and
    kissed her forehead. "Look, I don't know what's been going on with you this
    week, but I want to work it out. You have no idea how much I love you."

    She *did* love him. She just couldn't bear the thought of never seeing that
    smile again. That was all there was to it.

    Well, that and the massive shit that was about to completely fill her pants.
    "I need to go to the bathroom," she said, as sweetly as one can say such a
    thing when even breathing threatens to make one lose control.

    "Uh, can you wait just a minute? I'm double parked, and I saw a spot just down
    the street." She looked at him blankly. "Can you go stand in the spot while I
    unload the car? I'll make it up to you..."

    Could she? Maybe. But she couldn't think. She just did what she was told,
    walking like a zombie to the empty spot down the block. She could feel her
    bladder starting to give way. It was ok, her knew she liked to wet. Everything
    would be ok.

    She stood there, the dribbling slowly turning into a river, as he unloaded the
    car. Time seemed to happen in frozen moments. He was getting in the car, then
    she was doubled over with a cramp like she had never felt before, then he was
    driving down the block toward her, then the cramp had miraculously
    disappeared, then the sun glinted off the car windshield, and the electric
    smell of crisp leaves filled her senses, then she was filling her pants
    completely. Her hole expanded and her whole body seemed to be squeezing her
    out like a tube of toothpaste. Her crotch was completely soaked, the insides
    of her legs streaming with piss. The shit kept coming and coming, like her
    insides would never be empty. She staggered out of the spot onto the sidewalk,
    and collapsed to her knees, still going from both sides. Sam was walking around
    the car, no running around the car. He was knelt down beside her, she was
    crying uncontrollably. She couldn't look at him.

    He put his hand on her cheek and turned her face up to him. She stared in his
    eyes, and she realized: those lustful eyes in her dream hadn't belonged to the
    man on the street, they had been Sam's eyes. But where in her dream they had
    been judging her, now they only loved.

    She looked up at him, and felt herself give another great push, this time
    filling in every available space in her pants, pushing past the legs of her
    panties, and up the back and sides. She knew her body so well, and yet this
    was something that had never quite happened. Her pants had stretched down to
    the ground from her kneeling position, the shit was slowly creeping down her
    legs and up past her waistband. A brown stream ran down the sidewalk behind
    her. And she cried and cried.

    Sam pulled her up by her shoulders, firm, almost rough. He guided her unsteady
    feet back up the steps to their front door, and then they were inside, and he
    had a towel, and had spread it out, and gently let her down onto the floor, to
    he knees, then sitting, her mess spreading in her pants. She sat there and
    looked at him, and felt her body push again, and again. It was the shit that
    would never end, and piss that could go on forever, and they were happening
    competely without any hope that she could stop them, just as she had planned.
    Except she had never wanted to do it under his gaze.

    "Leah."

    She was dizzy, maybe she hadn't breathed since this whole thing started.

    "Leah, is this what this week was about?"

    She shook her head and her body swayed with it.

    "Leah, I won't let you push me away for the sake of some fetish."

    She snapped back into focus. "What?"

    "You think you can keep a secret from me, it's sweet almost." This couldn't be
    happening. Even more than losing all control in front of him, to hear him say
    these words. He knew all along. He must despise her.

    "You don't have any secrets from me, Leah." He cupped her quivering chin in
    his hands. "You can't push me away, Leah."

    She was acutely aware of snot running down her upper lip, but she didn't have
    the power to lift her arm to wipe it away. "You -- you know? And you still
    love me?"

    His eyes misted up and he hugged her. And he kissed her forehead and her ears,
    and her neck. And then he pulled back and looked at her again. And leaned in
    and gently kissed her on the mouth. And then she felt his hand pass along her
    wet inner thigh, and find the soaked gusset of her yoga pants.

    "You have to go more, don't you?"

    "Yes, I think I'll always have to go more now. I've always had to go and I'll
    never not need to go."

    "Go."

    She pushed, soaking his hand, expelling more and more from her bowels. And an
    instant later, she exploded in orgasm, shaking and rocking against him,
    feeling the lovely squish of her mess all around her. And then she fell back
    on her back, her chest heaving.

    The only other sound was the hiss of her bladder emptying itself against the
    cotton of her panties. And then Sam laughing as he lay down on the floor
    beside her.

    His eyes on her again. "Listen, I'm going to have to be gone pretty often, and
    you can do whatever you need to do while I'm not here." She nodded her head.
    "But if you need to do this while I'm around, that's OK too. Don't you ever
    use this as an excuse not let me in."

    Leah sobbed once, and then felt that calm come over her again, the calm she
    normally got when he wasn't there.

    "Does that mean, if I need to do it right now, that's ok?"

    He laughed hysterically as she gently pushed again. And again.
    Last edited by kochel428; June 3, 2014, 10:01 AM.

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    • #3
      Thumb's UP

      Nice story. Thanks

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      • #4
        Thanks Spandexman!

        Anyone else who enjoyed the story -- comments will go a long way toward encouraging me to write more. Anything you liked, didn't like, reacted strongly to, requests for future stories, etc., will be much appreciated.

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        • #5
          I like it for sure, very hot story

          More stories like this are welcome, especially with diapers and not pooping only
          Last edited by vincp40; June 4, 2014, 04:12 AM.

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          • #6
            Wow, very nice. I can imagine the scene. Bravo, this is well written! Beautiful final, but I would like to know how far it would get dirty and how long it would have remained dirty or if its boyfriend took part.

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            • #7
              Excellent story!

              I could picture the whole thing in my head! Please keep writing! I sure would like to hear about someone else joining in. Male or female!

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              • #8
                Wow! It's been a while, since Narada's last contribution, that I read something I enjoyed this much. Please, keep them coming. Outstanding!

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                • #9
                  progpoop, that is high praise indeed, thank you! And thank you everyone who has commented, and to any lurkers who enjoyed the story.

                  Ponyboy, if you're looking for more couples stuff, you should check out my last story, if you missed it: http://wetset.net/forums/showthread.php?t=5758
                  Last edited by kochel428; June 9, 2014, 04:02 AM.

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                  • #10
                    Well written and said! Love every bit of it Thank you for the contribution.

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