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  • Concerto in P-Sharp, Part 3

    Hi all! Hope you've enjoyed the previous chapters. If you haven't read them, this one won't make much sense. You can find them here and here.

    This chapter has gotten super long, so I have split it into three parts. Below is the first part, and I will release the next two on this thread over for next few days. Let me know what you think! Feedback is fuel for the fire.


    Chapter 3.1

    The hall was empty and dark. Lights flickered on as Laura opened her practice
    room door, which meant it had been hours since the last person had walked past
    the sensors. Violin case slung over her shoulder, and bundled in her long
    winter coat, she started toward the elevators, but stopped as a faint, silvery
    sound reached her ears. She wandered for a few minutes until the sound grew
    louder, and then saw a lit practice room as she turned a corner. As she got
    close enough to hear the piece being played, she was confident she knew who
    it was. She peeked into the little square window and waved at the violinist
    inside.

    Antoine stopped playing when he saw Laura, tucked his instrument under his
    arm, and opened the heavy door.

    "Back to Paganini, huh?" she teased.

    "Never left him, really."

    "So you're here all break?" Laura hadn't seen many other people there,
    especially at night, since break began.

    "Yeah, you know, plane tickets to Paris are a bitch." He paused for a moment.
    "So let's hang out sometime, huh?"

    Laura was happy to hear him say that. Their friendship had changed when she
    was put in his section for ear training class, and they hadn't really hung out
    outside of school since then. It seemed like now that the semester was over
    they would be able to go back to hanging out like they used to, without the
    distance that came from the fact that he was expected to give her a grade. She
    smiled.

    "Yes, please. I have to go home and go to bed now or I'll fall asleep on my
    feet, but seriously, let's hang out soon. Maybe we can get lunch Monday?"

    "Sounds good, buddy. I'm going to give Niccolo here and another polish before
    I head out. See you Monday."

    They said their goodbyes and Laura started blushing to herself as she made her
    way to the elevator. She was used to not thinking about it when she was on her
    own, but as the conversation had progressed she had become increasingly aware
    of the wetness in her pants.

    She braced herself against the cold as she pushed open the lobby door and felt
    a blast of wind against her face. After a mild autumn, the temperature had
    dropped with a vengeance just as the semester ended, and now going outside was
    becoming painful. Laura could feel the warm squish of her diaper as she
    walked, and when she stopped at a light, she shivered and allowed herself to
    pee luxuriously. The liquid surrounding and licking at her pussy felt
    positively scalding, and she was sure if her coat were open she would see
    steam coming from her waist. As it was, she just felt bundled and cozy, like
    she was carrying a little heater in her pants.

    While most of her classmates were away on holiday, Laura was relishing a solid
    four week block in which she could devote herself to practice without any
    distractions. For the first two days, she had practiced all morning as usual,
    gone home for her normal clean up and lunch break, taken a walk or a trip to
    the gym, and then returned to school in mid-afternoon and practiced until late
    at night. After months of getting to practice all morning without having to
    stop for the bathroom, Laura had become frustrated with constantly having to stop
    to pee in her new afternoon practice sessions, and by day three she was
    wearing protection after lunch as well.

    Laura was exhausted, and she needed to be up early to go see Brendan in the
    morning. She had a lesson with him most every Sunday that he was in town, and
    she looked forward to seeing him more every week. He was tremendously helpful
    to her as a sort of performance coach, but there was something else, a thrill
    she got at seeing the way he looked at her, and a chilling excitement at
    feeling his eyes on her when she filled her pants.

    The second time she had knocked on his door, this time wearing full diapers
    clearly visible through her jeans, her heart had been pounding. Maybe she had
    misinterpreted his reaction last time. Maybe he had only been trying to save
    her from embarrassment, and was actually disgusted by her. But he had asked
    her back, hadn't he? Even after she shit her pants right in front of him.

    Regardless, she had resolved not to use her diaper in front of him this time,
    to at least wait until she was on the train and on her way home again. Her
    body had different ideas, though, and halfway through the lesson, her pain
    becoming increasingly evident, she had finally given up and pushed a large
    mess into her pants. Brendan had said nothing, but as she finished and allowed
    her bladder to empty as well, her piss softly pittering against the cottony
    fabric of the diaper, she had seen him give a knowing half-smile. And then she
    knew.

    It had become a game of sorts, finding just the right timing to elicit this
    appreciative reaction. Brendan's motives and desires were mysterious to her,
    and she couldn't help but probe them, not with questions, but with her body.

    She had shown up one day with pants already full, beneath a knee-length dress.
    He seemed not even to notice, until at the end of the lesson, as she was
    packing up, she had paused to squeeze out another small movement. Brendan had
    shifted just so in his chair, his eyebrows perked.

    Since then, Laura had filled her pants for him over and over again, sometimes
    while he was earnestly giving her comments, sometimes in the middle of playing
    some blisteringly difficult passage. Once, she had done it while they sat
    together doing a meditation exercise.

    The next day, Laura drank a little extra coffee before she left her apartment,
    and downed a large glass of water. She felt her bladder twinge as she
    descended the stairs to Penn Station's hellish tunnels, and by the time she
    was walking from the train to Brendan's house, her legs were quivering and her
    forehead was damp. With great care she walked up the porch steps, and rang the
    doorbell. Then she relaxed.

    It took half a second for her to begin flooding her pants, and she felt a
    puddle form instantly, the wetness climbing up to her waist almost as quickly.
    And then Brendan opened the door to find her ecstatically wetting herself, her
    eyes half closed and her breathing shallow, the river of piss flowing out of
    her audibly against the gusset of her diaper. She could see him inhale
    sharply, and she fixed his gaze with her eyes. Pushing ever so lightly, she
    let herself expand, slowly emptying her bowels in one long, snaking movement,
    keeping eye contact all the while.

    She signaled that she was done by letting her eyes flutter slowly and taking a
    deep breath, and Brendan, without a word, gestured for her to enter his living
    room.

    Laura's bladder was still full, and she slowly emptied it over the next hour,
    until her diaper felt full and soggy. As she was packing up, Brendan spoke.

    "So, I'm giving a recital at LPR on Saturday. Doing some Davidovsky with tape
    and a new commission. If you're free and want to come, I can get you a comp
    ticket."

    Laura knew that her display that morning hadn't dictated the timing of this
    concert, but she wondered if it had gotten her the comp. It was the kind of
    gesture she had been expecting ever since she had first seen the way he looked
    at her. Not that anything was likely to happen. But she was free, and she
    would definitely be there.

    ****

    The next day, Laura met Antoine for lunch. She had cleaned up in a hurry after
    her morning practice so she could get to the cafe on time, and when she
    arrived, feeling a bit harried, she was instantly put on guard. Antoine was
    looking just a bit sharper than usual. And there was something nervous in his
    bearing.

    She had a good time, and Antoine was as hilarious as usual, but her concern
    was further stoked when he insisted on picking up the check. As they walked
    down Amsterdam Ave back toward Lincoln Center, he produced an envelope.

    "So you know Josh Bell is playing Brahms with the Phil this week, right?"

    "You're asking if I'm blind or dull enough to have somehow missed his devilish
    face plastered all over Broadway?"

    "Well, so I got a connection and managed to rustle up some tickets for Friday
    night. You in?" He waved the envelope in front of her. She pulled out the
    tickets.

    "Close enough to see him sweat, huh? Who's your friend, and how can I make him
    my friend too?"

    Antoine smiled. "So you'll come?"

    "Well, I'm not doing anything else that night, and hearing good old Josh Bell
    play my concerto again would be nice. We'll be sitting close enough, maybe
    I'll even be able to catch his eye again."

    Handsome and youthful, Joshua Bell was a popular violin superstar, but a lot
    of young women in the music world had seen a different side of him. Laura had
    met him at Aspen the summer she was seventeen, and one night he had invited
    her to a party at his apartment. She had gotten there to find two other
    female students, and a few bottles of wine for them to enjoy. She was the
    youngest there, but the other two were still under 21, and after an
    uncomfortable hour she had excused herself and gone back to her dorm. He had
    tried to ask her out, just the two of them, a bit later in the summer, but she
    had put him off and that was the end of it. It wasn't anything scandalous, but
    it had felt sleazy, and afterward she had talked to many others who had
    similar experiences.

    But he was a magnificent violinist, and Laura wanted to see him play the piece
    she was working on. And she would even sit next to Antoine, hoping he didn't
    try to make a move.

    ****

    The week flew by, Laura's life ruled by her daily routine. Most days she blew
    off steam after her morning practice session, masturbating in her full diaper.
    Sometimes she imagined Brendan was watching her while she did it. Sometimes,
    she just let go and let herself feel everything that was happening to her
    privates as she rubbed into the wet squish in her pants.

    On Friday evening she got home from her afternoon practice, slightly shortened
    to make time to get ready, and took a quick shower. She chose conservative
    clothes – jeans that were soft and just a bit baggy, a thick sweater, and her
    long puffy coat. She didn't want to send Antoine the wrong message. They were
    friends. That was it. It wasn't that Antoine was unattractive; he was funny
    and cute with his French nose and quick smile. But she wanted him as a friend,
    uncomplicated. She had enough to think about with the competition without
    bringing a boyfriend into the picture.

    They met just inside the door of the grand foyer at Avery Fisher Hall, with
    enough time to spare that Antoine was able to convince her to get a glass of
    Champaign with him before the show started. Disturbingly, he again picked up
    the tab.

    The overture was a Strauss tone poem, marvelously difficult, and played with
    nonchalance by the orchestra. Then came the concerto, which Bell played with
    his trademark energy. Laura noticed that he didn't play her favorite passage
    like Milstein though. He sped though it a little too heedlessly.

    It was in the rapturous second movement that she noticed she had to pee. She
    decided not to use her diaper. It seemed a bit unseemly to do that in Avery
    Fisher Hall.

    After the concerto, Bell played a short solo encore, and the lights came up.
    Laura grimaced at Antoine and said "well, I guess it's time for the bathroom
    line." She got up, and stood in the aisle as she waited for the line to filter
    down to the bathroom. After filing slowly toward the lobby for several
    minutes, Laura grew impatient. If she couldn't make it through the second
    half, she'd just use her diaper.

    Returning to her seat, Laura joked with Antoine until the lights came down and
    the concertmaster took the stage. As her laughter died down she felt a spasm
    in her bladder. She knew then that she would have to go before the concert was
    over, and she felt a little bad about it. Sure, half the audience was over 75
    and probably wearing diapers themselves. But she wondered what it said about
    her that she would choose to use one when she was perfectly capable of waiting
    for a bathroom.

    The symphony was Copland's third, and Laura waited anxiously for the famous
    first violin soli, a harrowing, minutes long unaccompanied drift through the
    stratosphere, and the entire first violin section had to play it in unison. As
    the tension built, she felt her legs begin to twitch. She had to pee
    desperately then, and she finally decided it was time to let it go. She
    relaxed, feeling the familiar warmth surround her pussy, playing around the
    lips and down under her butt. She felt the warm wetness spread slowly, up her
    front, and down under her thighs...

    Laura stifled a gasp. She was not wearing a diaper. She struggled to clamp
    herself off, but the flow kept going for several more seconds before she was
    able to stop, and even then she continued to spurt rhythmically as she slowly
    regained control.

    What had she been thinking? She had debated whether or not to wear that night,
    but had decided against it. Glancing to either side, Antoine and her right-
    hand neighbors, a middle aged couple dressed smartly and a little too
    fashionably for people their age, all seemed enraptured. She could feel a
    small puddle between her thighs, slowly soaking into the plush seat, and she
    was grateful for the darkness.

    Nothing seemed to have spilled to the ground, and after a time she was able to
    enjoy the wetness between her legs.

    By the time the lights came up, her pants felt soggy and cold, though. As the
    applause began, Laura pulled her coat on and made sure her lap was covered. As
    the rest of the audience filed out, she pulled out her program and asked
    Antoine questions about the conductor's bio. She stalled long enough for the row
    to clear, and then stood up quickly, her seat snapping up behind her, her long
    coat covering the copious wet spot on her rear. Antoine, in the middle of a
    sentence, hurried to catch up with her.

    As they filed outside, she felt the cold air under her coat chilling her
    privates. Antoine cleared his throat.

    "So, I was thinking it would be nice to grab a drink."

    She wanted to get home and clean herself up. But Antoine had been buying all
    night, and she was ready for a drink after the weird experience of peeing in
    her pants with no diaper. They made their way to a trendy bar across Broadway
    from Lincoln Center. The place was brightly lit, with a bustling standing area
    full of partiers and the after-concert crowd. Laura ordered a whiskey drink, a
    newly of-age drinker proud of her sophisticated selection. Antoine teased her
    about her careful sips, but he never asked her why she kept her coat on.

    The bar grew louder as the night went on, the white tiles on the wall bouncing
    back voices as they yelled at each other across tables and in small circles of
    friends. Antoine and Laura continued to talk and joke, their faces getting
    closer in order to hear, until they were speaking almost directly into each
    other's ears. Laura could feel the hotness of his breath and sometimes the
    brush of his lips on her ear. They split an order of fried artichokes and
    Laura ordered another drink when Antoine did. When the music turned up and the
    lights went down, they danced together in the corner, sometimes a few feet
    apart, sometimes lightly touching.

    Laura had been afraid of ruining her friendship with Antoine, but his
    attention and attraction suddenly felt fun and natural, and when he suggested
    they leave the bar, she followed him into a cab uptown without much thought.
    Her head was spinning ever so slightly, and her bladder was groaningly full.
    But as they headed up Broadway to Antoine's apartment on 147th Street, sitting
    together in the dark, silently for once, Laura pushed aside that need and let
    herself enjoy Antoine's fingers playing with the back of her neck, and then
    with her ears and her hair. She turned her head and found his lips, and they
    kissed slowly, searchingly, until the cab stopped in front of Antoine's
    apartment. The light came on in the cabin and Laura felt the hotness of her
    cheeks, her racing pulse.

    She opened the door and stood up as Antoine paid, and immediately regretted
    it. Her need to pee suddenly became desperately urgent, spasms shooting
    through her as her bladder threatened to give way, then spurted briefly,
    rewetting her panties. She had been going with the flow so easily, she had
    forgotten about the ruin she had made of her pants earlier that night. She
    couldn't sleep with Antoine tonight, not without revealing her stained
    panties. And she probably smelled like pee...

    Then Antoine was standing on the curb beside her, pulling her back into a
    kiss. They made out for a while, both of them breathing heavily, and Laura
    felt her hold on her bladder loosening again. I should have peed at the bar,
    she thought. But she couldn't sleep with him, which meant there was no way she
    was going into his apartment to pee, either. Once she was up there, she would
    have to make excuses to leave, or take off her coat.

    She felt another spasm, and knowing she wouldn't get relief before her train
    ride home made the desperation worse than ever. She resigned herself to having
    an accident then, and it was only another moment before her bladder gave way
    and she started to pee under her long coat. She felt her panties baloon out,
    an unfamilar sensation to someone used to peeing in diapers, and the tendrils
    of piss snaking down her legs, cooling in the night air. She clamped herself
    shut and pulled away from Antoine's lips.

    "I should go..." she said, as sweetly as she could.

    "You came all the way up here. It seems like we're just getting started."

    "I have to practice tomorrow. I didn't do nearly enough today with the concert
    and everything."

    "Is this only because you just peed your pants?" Laura stepped back abruptly
    and looked down, realizing too late that she had made a puddle on the ground
    between her feet. "Hey," Antoine, his hand on her lower back, pulled her
    gently back to him, "come upstairs and take a shower. I have a bathrobe you
    can use."

    Laura laughed. "Well, a bathrobe is very enticing." He grinned but said
    nothing, his eyes darting back and forth between hers. Finally she dropped his
    gaze, laughed again, and said, "Ok, let's go."

    As they started up the stairs of the front stoop, Laura stopped. "Wait. If I'm
    going to climb all those stairs, you have to let me finish peeing first."

    Antoine doubled over laughing as Laura stood, her feet slightly apart, and
    made a new, bigger puddle on the sidewalk.

  • #2
    Music to my imagination

    Very nice story.

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    • #3
      Chapter 3.2


      Laura didn't start practicing the next morning until after ten. Her guts felt
      vaguely queezy from overdoing the whiskey, and she was thankful for her
      diaper, letting her relax and not worry about running to the bathroom
      constantly.

      The bathrobe had stayed on for all of two minutes after her shower. Antoine
      had pulled her into his room by the end of the sash, untying the little bow
      she had made, and put his hands inside the robe, caressing the small of her
      back and feeling the curve of her hips. They had sex twice, the first time
      with urgency, all groping hands and arching backs; the second time a few hours
      later when Laura found herself blinking awake in the dark of an unfamiliar
      room. She began kissing Antoine's neck until he rolled over, and she got on
      top of him and rode him gently until they both came, her palms resting on his
      chest. Laura hadn't gotten laid all semester, and she found herself laughing
      with surprise and pleasure whenever Antoine was inside her. She hadn't
      expected that feeling that night, and had forgotten how desperately she needed
      it.

      They slept like rocks after that, but when Laura's alarm went off she hit
      snooze so many times that Antoine finally climbed out of bed and returned a
      few minutes later with a travel mug of coffee. He shook her gently awake and
      pressed the mug into her hands. "Go practice," he said, "just bring this back
      to me at school." Laura stumbled out of bed, borrowed sweats and a t-shirt
      from Antoine, and made her way back to her own apartment.

      And now she was in her practice room, her diaper full, and the coffee mug
      resting on the piano in direct contravention of the rules posted on the door.
      (3. The piano is not furniture. Please do not place food, beverages, or cases
      on top of it
      .) Whenever she got immersed in what she was doing, a glance at
      the mug would remind her of what she had been doing just a few hours before.

      But it also brought up certain fantasies she had been entertaining. She didn't
      know what exactly she was hoping would happen after Brendan's recital that
      night. She imagined after playing he would be mobbed by a dozen young female
      students just like her, crushing out on their teacher, and whatever society
      girls and artsy types might come to a concert like that. Classical music was
      not rock and roll, but there still seemed to be an aphrodisiac effect when
      someone stood up on stage and held an audience in their hands. If she wanted
      to get his attention, she would probably have plenty of competition. And
      anyway, after last night, she probably shouldn't be sleeping around on
      Antoine.

      Still, after her morning practice Laura found herself thinking of Brendan as
      she masturbated in her diaper. And that afternoon she felt her pussy throb as
      she wet herself. "Don't think with your clit," she said out loud to herself in
      the dead air of the practice room. But come six o'clock she found herself back
      at her apartment, puckering her lips in front of the mirror as she applied
      lipstick. She wore knee-high boots and tight jeans, a black top with a
      suggestive neckline, and her skintight leather peacoat that left her butt
      exposed in all its perky perfection.

      Before walking out the door, she put a thumb in her waistband and double
      checked. She was wearing a pullup. There would be no repeat of last night.

      ****

      The scene at Le Poisson Rouge was more nightclub than concert hall. In a
      dark basement, a flimsy stage was set up in one corner of the room, with a
      long bar on the back wall, and round tables set up in between. The venue
      was popular among the new music crowd, the hipsters of the classical music
      world who prefered art music written by living composers. The audience here
      was a mix of goth and geek-chic, with a smattering of the more typical staid
      classical concertgoers. Laura spotted a pianist she knew in one corner, and a
      composer who was a grad student at Juilliard. She took a barstool and drank a
      beer while she waited for the concert to start.

      Then Brendan walked onstage and Laura felt her pussy swell. She had never seen
      Brendan perform, and watching him own the stage before he even started playing
      was awe-inspiring. He played magnificently, meditatively, a strange mix of
      cerebral risk-taking and white hot energy. By the time his set was finished,
      Laura was on her third beer and well-buzzed.

      Watching from her barstool perch, Laura could see a small gaggle of hipsters
      follow him back to the greenroom. She imagined him shaking hands with the
      composers and hangers-on who wanted to make sure he saw them there, giving
      hugs to women he knew peripherally, and scanning the group for her face. She
      bided her time, though. Between the first and second piece Brendan played, he
      had glanced to the back of the room and made eye contact with her. His eyes
      went back there again during a long rest in his commissioned work, and again
      before he played the last piece. Brendan may have owned the room, but Laura
      knew that, at least that night, she owned him.

      The stage crew began setting up for the next act, and a DJ started playing
      low-key indie rock. Twenty minutes after his set ended, Brendan emerged from
      the greenroom and walked the perimeter of the room, shaking hands and waving
      as he went, and finally arrived at the stool next to her.

      There were smiles and hi's, and a chaste hug, and Brendan sat down and ordered
      a beer. "Sounded good," Laura ventured. Brendan shrugged. "That was daring of
      you to play with piano at LPR."

      Brendan chuckled. "Yes. Maurice actually had to call in his piano tuner this
      afternoon to make sure it was in shape for the concert. You should have heard
      him complaining about people sticking screws and bolts between the strings."

      "I hope they paid you extra for that?"

      "What, for tuning the piano or for listening to him complain?" Brendan smiled
      warmly at her then, his post-concert facade lifting. "I'm glad you could make
      it."

      When Brendan finished his beer, he suggested they find someplace with cheaper
      drinks. Laura happily obliged. They wandered through the NYU crowd in the West
      Village for a while, finally settling on a dingy bar on Sullivan Street. Laura
      had to pee like mad, but she wasn't about to leave Brendan's side yet. In some
      far off fantasy world, she was also saving up for certain eventualities.

      Sitting side by side at the quieter end of the bar, they both ordered beers
      and sampled them without much conversation. They had been talking so easily
      before, and Laura thought she sensed that Brendan wanted to broach an
      uncomfortable subject. She had had enough to drink by then that she was ready
      to do the broaching herself. She opened her mouth to speak but suddenly found
      herself just as tongue-tied as him. Instead, she announced, "I have to pee."
      Maybe that could slide into the subject slantwise.

      Brendan glanced sidelong at her, then brought his beer to his lips. "I bet you
      do." They both paused again and then he wandered closer to the heart of
      things. "I bet you're not used to having to hold it these days. I know I got a
      little careless when I was..." He trailed off and took another swig.

      "When you were getting ready for the competition, did you ever wear diapers
      when you didn't have to?"

      Brendan finished gulping down his beer and flagged down the bartender. He
      ordered another beer and sat tapping his finger on the bar until it came.
      Laura waited patiently. Brendan stared at the beer.

      Finally he gave a little chuckle. "One time – I'd probably been wearing, uh,
      diapers for three or four months, just in the morning, you know, so I didn't
      spend so much time on the toilet when I should have been practicing. So I had
      this concert up in... Rochester? I think it was Rochester. Yes, because it was
      for some festival at Eastman. So I was driving back to the city the next
      morning, and I had to go, you know. And then I just went in my pants, kind of
      without thinking. It was just, 'this is how I deal with having to go now,' and
      I just did it, and of course then I realised I wasn't wearing protection,
      after I had already gone."

      Laura started laughing, and Brendan stared at her. Between giggles she said,
      "That exact same thing happened to me last night. I was at a concert and I had
      to pee, and I was just like, I'll go in my diaper. So I peed, but I wasn't
      wearing a diaper."

      Brendan smiled and then laughed along with her. "The thing is, though," he
      said, "I didn't think I was wearing a diaper, I just wasn't thinking about it
      at all. I bypassed the part of my brain that would have been worried about
      when and where you're supposed to go, and just did it." He went back to his
      beer for a moment, then continued. "Of course then I couldn't get out of the
      car and go to a rest stop for the rest of the trip, so I had to go in my pants
      two more times. Pissed myself too. I wore diapers a lot more after that, to
      uh, answer your original question."

      Laura took his hand that was resting on the bar, and he turned to her, and
      then they were kissing hungrily. His hands were strong and deft, and they
      found her neck and back, caressed around her hips and thighs. They paused when
      they moved over the pullup she was wearing, but they didn't stop.

      After what seemed like an hour, Brendan pulled away breathlessly. "I have a
      hotel room on the Upper East Side."

      "My apartment is closer. Let's go there."

      They finished their beers quickly, split the check, and then burst out into
      the cold night air. Brendan started to hail a cab, but Laura said, "No let's
      walk. If we take a cab I'm going to pee all over it." She'd had four beers
      without a trip to the bathroom, and her pee was about to start flowing whether
      she wanted it to or not.

      "I thought you were wearing a...?"

      "Yes but it'll leak."

      They started walking, their hands all over each other, stopping sometimes to
      kiss. Laura began to feel her bladder pulsing with need, and finally she
      stopped walking and bent over in pain. She forced herself to stand up, and
      then closed her eyes and relaxed, and instantly flooded herself. The pee
      trickled and washed around her pussy, and flowed over the edges of her pullup
      as if it wasn't there, soaking her jeans down to her knees. Brendan stood
      there watching her ecstasy for a moment, then stepped up to her and kissed the
      top of her head. Then he pulled her hips into his, his hand cupped on her wet
      ass, and he kissed her passionately. Then, wordlessly, they resumed walking.

      Laura continued to pee as they walked, her bladder refilling seemingly without
      end. The pullup did a better job of holding when she let it out in little
      spurts. Around midtown they cut west to the river to avoid the Times Square
      crowd, and as they wound through the park that ran along the water, Brendan
      began to look furtive. "I should probably have gone pee at the bar before we
      left."

      Laura looked around at the empty park. "Maybe you can just go behind a tree?"

      Brendan shook his head. "I'm sure that's just when a cop will come by."

      They walked a while longer, and Laura said, "The first time I came to you, you
      said something..." making out with Bredan while her pants were full of piss
      had made her brave. "You said it looked like I enjoyed it. Going in my pants."
      They stopped walking and Brendan leaned down to kiss her again, but Laura
      demurred, instead burying her face in Brendan's chest. He was a good five or
      six inches taller than she was, and she enjoyed feeling his size against her.
      Finally she spoke again, "I was wondering if maybe... you enjoy it when I go
      in my pants, too."

      He kissed the top of her head again and let out a slow breath. He waited so
      long she thought he wasn't going to respond, but then he said quietly, almost
      inaudibly, "Yes."

      Then Laura was all action. She pulled him back against a rock in a bushy
      little bend of the path. She put her hands on his chest. "I'm wearing a
      diaper. You should pee in my pants."

      She could see his face redden in the pale light, but he said nothing, and she
      reached down and unbuttoned his pants, slowly pulling the zipper down. She did
      the same for herself, and unzipped her jacket, parting it slightly. Then she
      reached into the waistband of his underwear, but he intercepted her hand
      before it reached his penis and whispered in her ear, "Hold you pants open for
      me." She did as she was told, and he freed his cock. It was too dark and they
      were too close for her to get a good look at it, but she could tell when he
      inserted it in her waistband that it was large enough to match the rest of
      him. They pressed together, and he let his hands drop free once he was fully
      in position. Her heart was pounding like a waterfall in her ears. He held her
      close and kissed her, and she felt the first spurts.

      It began by trickling through her pubic hair, rewetting her pussy and mons.
      Then his stream grew stronger and she felt it flood her pullup, the hot liquid
      playing around her crotch and butt and pooling, then overflowing into her
      jeans, making a river down to her knees and approaching her boots. The stream
      faded as she felt him start to get hard. He began to rub his cock in and
      out against her soaked clit, but she stayed him with her hand and said, "Not
      here." She held him there long enough to rewet herself, then they kissed again
      and separated, zipping their pants back up and ambling back to the path.
      Laura could feel herself squishing as she went.

      Her body was tingling then, and she nuzzled up to Brendan as they walked.
      "Feel better now?" He nodded and took her hand.

      ****

      Home, Brendan pushed Laura against the wall of her foyer the moment they were
      through the door, pulling down her wet pants and struggling with her boots
      before giving up and reaching to her slippery pussy, her jeans and saturated
      pullup around her knees. She gasped as his finger slid into her, and she
      leaned back and let him kiss her neck while she succumbed to pleasure. She
      came hard, doubling over as her knees buckled, and as she leaned into him
      catching her breath, she opened his pants and began stroking his penis,
      already hard and straining against his underwear. She knelt down, her wet
      knees slipping on the cold tile floor, and took him into her mouth.

      Brendan stopped her before he came, and hoisting her up in his arms, carried
      her into the living room. "It's the door on the right," she directed, and he
      brought her to the bedroom, putting her gently down just short of the bed.
      Giggling, they stripped off each other's clothes. Laura fumbled with a condom,
      and then they were in bed, fucking desperately.

      Afterward, they lay together and Brendan tried to talk, but he drifted to
      sleep quickly. Laura rested her head on his chest and listened to his
      breathing. Brendan was much older than her, a growing power in the music
      world, and she wondered if she should feel taken advantage of. Certainly he
      could help her career, or hurt it if things didn't work out. If people found
      out, they might think she was sleeping with him to get ahead, or that he was a
      creep for sleeping with a college student who came to him for help.

      But there was a difference between Brendan and someone vaguely predatory like
      Josh Bell. They were together because of a common experience that few others
      could understand. Antoine, for instance, could respect her dedication and
      maybe even feel a little sorry for her that she had to go through such an
      ordeal, but how could she ever tell him how good it felt to fill her pants
      with her own mess? Brendan could barely talk about it, and he felt the same
      way.

      Antoine. She hadn't even thought of him all night, and yet the night before
      she had lay cuddled in his arms just like this.

      She lay awake for a long time thinking, dozing and reawakening several times.
      When the cold dawn light began to filter through her window, she got up and
      started to get ready for her day, slipping on a bra and panties, doing dishes,
      making coffee. A few minutes after she ran the coffee grinder Brendan emerged
      from the bedroom clad only in his boxer-briefs, and offered to make her an
      omelette. As he stood over the stove he reminisced about the family he had
      stayed with while on tour in France, the husband who had tought him about
      French wine and the wife who had taught him how to make omelettes and potatoes
      gratinée.

      I wonder if Antoine would teach me how to make omelettes, she thought, and
      then she felt a little sick.

      Still, watching Brendan parade about half naked was quite a turn on. He had
      always looked skinny, but now that she had been wrapped in his arms she
      realized this was a bit of an illusion. He was tall, and his arms were long
      enough to hide how well-muscled they were. He was thick in all the right
      places, and now she enjoyed watching his back and butt flex as he tended the
      eggs.

      They sat in their underwear at the table in Laura's sun-filled kitchen,
      feasting on coffee and eggs in relative silence. It was a little awkward,
      Laura thought. Then Brendan piped up. "I want you to know that we don't have
      to keep seeing each other if you don't want, or we can just go back to the way
      things were. I don't want you to feel pressured."

      Laura took his hand as she had the night before. "These eggs are really good.
      You should teach me the trick," she said.

      ****

      The sun got higher and they finished breakfast and sat sipping on their second
      cups of coffee, finally chatting easily again. Laura felt her stomach rumble
      and her bowels wake up.

      "It's time for me to go to the bathroom," she said, but she didn't get up.

      Brendan perked up at that, in his face and the front of his pants. He sat back
      as if preparing for a show. "What are you going to do about it?" he asked.

      It was like he was finally saying out loud the pageant they had been enacting
      for months. But starting from there, Laura could see the way to something new.
      She felt herself start to open, the mess inside her beginning to push its way
      out, but she sat firmly and let her chair stall its progress. She tried to
      hide her quivering voice. "I'm not going to do anything about it. I've shown
      off for you plenty of times. Now it's your turn." Hearing the words come out
      her mouth, she felt possessed.

      Brendan looked bewildered. "I haven't done that since..."

      "Come on now, you mean to tell me you enjoy watching me do it so much, but you
      don't love to do it yourself?" She got got up and straddled him, and as she
      did her bowel movement resumed slowly pushing out of her, until she could feel
      a golfball-sized lump break off into her panties. She rubbed his cock lightly
      through his underwear while she kissed him. "Do it for me. I want to see what
      it's like from the other side." Giving him one last teasing rub, she returned
      to her seat and assumed the same pose Brendan had the moment before. She tried
      to be nonchalant, to hide the fact that she was already messing herself as she
      gave him commands, but her heart was pounding.

      Brendan stood up. "Ok. Here we go." He stood motionless, straining. A small
      trickle of pee erupted on the front of his briefs. Laura waved her finger in a
      circular motion, and he nodded and turned around so she could watch his ass.
      He leaned over slightly and resumed pushing. After a minute he said, "I don't
      think it's going to come."

      "Do you have to go?"

      "Actually I really have to go. It's just not... coming."

      Laura had no idea what she was doing, but she was still hoping to seem like an
      old hand at this. She deepened her voice like an old-time movie femme fatale.
      "Relax, baby, I believe in you." She was acutely aware of the lump pressing
      into her hole, and the huge movement inside her pressing to be let out.

      Brendan laughed, not exactly the effect she was going for, but she saw his
      shoulders lose their rigidity. And then, in an instant, his seat expanded with
      a crackling sound, the soft fabric moulding to the lumpy mass that rested
      between his buttocks. It was the size of a small grapefruit. When he turned
      around, she saw a large wet spot on his front where he had peed more as he
      pushed out his mess.

      "Now sit down," she commanded. Without question this time, he eased down
      slowly onto the hard wooden kitchen chair. The same sensations she was used to
      feeling when she sat in her diaper were now playing across his face. After a
      moment he shuddered with some mix of pleasure and revulsion, and rested back
      in his seat. Laura stood up, but instead of going to Brendan she said, "Stay,"
      and went into the bedroom. She emerged a moment later, still trying to play it
      cool, and knelt before him. Pulling his hard cock through the fly on the front
      of his underwear was a challenge, but she thought she managed it without
      looking too silly. She stroked it lightly with her fingers, and then slipped
      on the condom she had fetched. Brendan moaned quietly and rocked his ass on
      the chair, and Laura pulled the gusset of her panties aside and took him
      inside her, straddling him. She moved slowly up and down, and guided his hand
      down to her butt, so he could feel the mess she had already made.

      Taking his face in her hands, she kissed him forcefully and said, "You did
      very well. Now it's my turn." She struggled to keep sliding up and down while
      she pushed. It was an unfamiliar sensation, being penetrated while she did
      this, but it only took a moment for her to overcome her habit and let go.
      She opened herself to let him in, and let it out, his cock gliding and tugging
      at her lips, her mess spreading and splitting her. The front of her panties
      were suddenly wet as her bladder opened unbidden, the piss joining the
      slippery wetness of her pussy and the shifting, pulsing, slowly growing mass
      behind her. The place between her legs was her whole body – her neck, her
      breasts, her toes all quivered with the sense of pushing out, pulling in,
      letting go, everything expanded and open, suspended. Her throat was raw and
      she realized she was moaning, and then her body coursed with electricity and
      his cock was throbbing its load into her, and they came in each other's arms.

      She became aware of the feeling of her mess stretched into the elastic of her
      panties and pushing up against her, different from the feeling of a full
      diaper, and decided she liked the sensation. Her pee was still flowing slowly,
      rolling down his front and over the edge of the chair in a little waterfall.
      She slowed her rocking and then stopped, and they held still there, gasping
      for breath. Laura laughed gently and kissed him, and they stayed that way for
      what felt like a long time.
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      • #4
        Holy shit, bro! Amazing stuff!

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        • #5
          Thanks for the comments, guys! I love to hear what people think.

          This is the third and final part of chapter 3. I can now say definitively that there will be only one more chapter of this story. Thanks for reading!



          Chapter 3.3


          The shower felt good on Laura's back, and Brendan felt even better against her
          front, pressing into her breasts and lips and pussy. They scrubbed each other
          slowly, steam rising around them and making the bathroom into a warm cloud.
          Laura had the soap and was rubbing Brendan down for the third time, playing
          with his ass and balls, and lightening her touch as she reached his taut
          penis, making him moan and strain and press against her, but not letting him
          climax. Then it was her turn again, and Brendan's expert fingers seemed to be
          everywhere, but always exactly the right place, the soapy lather dripping
          slowly down her thighs as she struggled to stay standing and ached for
          release. They played in the shower until the water began to run cold and their
          legs were sore from tension. Laura finally knelt and took him into her mouth
          and let him come, swallowing his seed.

          ****

          As they toweled off, Laura felt a building need in her bowels again. They
          dressed and brewed another pot of coffee and laughed about Brendan "going
          commando" while Laura was wearing a diaper. "What's the opposite of going
          commando? Going Bambi?" Laura wondered aloud. Brendan laughed, "Where in the
          world did you get that from?" And then he asked if he could borrow her travel
          mug that was in the dish drain.

          Laura felt a lump in her throat. It was Antoine's travel mug. She stifled the
          urge to cry and instead rummaged through the kitchen cabinet until she found
          her own mug and let him use that. Then she pushed him out the door, rather too
          abruptly, and melted to the floor, tears stinging her eyes. She had to go to
          the bathroom, but her legs felt too weak to get up. I may as well just do it.
          It's all I do now, isn't it? Sobbing lightly, she pushed her load into her
          pants and felt its warmth against her skin. It calmed her somehow, and after a
          few minutes she had the strength to go to her bed and fall into it, and felt
          the contents of her diaper slip to one side.

          She startled awake, not knowing how long she had slept. Reaching for her phone
          she saw it was well past noon, though she had no idea what time Brendan had
          left. She felt the fullness in her pants, and an ache in her bladder. Pushing
          thoughts of Antoine and Brendan to the back of her mind, she smiled and lay
          her head back, letting herself pee, the hot liquid washing down her pussy and
          pooling under her butt. Arching her back and reaching her hand between her
          legs, Laura delicately pressed the wetness into her, the soft damp fabric
          meeting the softness of her sex. It took only the lightest touch and she
          gasped with surprise as she came suddenly. Her hips kept rocking slowly of
          their own accord and she dosed for a few minutes, enjoying the prickling of
          her nerve endings that seemed alive all over her body.

          As she slowly came back to consciousness, an idea formed in her mind. Picking
          up her phone again, she sent a quick text message. Need to talk. SOS.

          The response was almost immediate. You home? and then Right around
          the corner. Meet at joe 5 min?

          Laura wiped her eyes off and reapplied mascara – pausing just a moment to
          push another small bowel movement into her pants – then threw on her coat and
          was sitting in the coffee shop across the street in less than five minutes.
          She ordered a latte and found a chair, enjoying the squish in her pants as she
          settled in. The barista brought her drink just as Tabitha walked in.

          Laura had met Tabitha Lipinsky when she had briefly looked for new management
          right before starting at Juilliard. Tabitha worked for one of the firms she
          had looked at, and even though they had never made a business arrangement,
          Laura had been in awe of the glamorous, put-together young woman she had met
          with. She was in her late twenties and seemed to have figured everything out,
          to know everyone, and to have done everything. She had become something of a
          big sister to Laura over the last three years, and Laura would seek her advice
          on anything from where to book her next concert to where to procure illicit
          drugs. She knew Tabitha would be able to help her sort out the mess she had
          made in the last two days.

          Tabitha hardly batted an eye at Laura's story. She left out a few details, of
          course, and when she was finished she suddenly felt uncomfortable sitting in
          her own mess, and wondered if Tabitha could see through her.

          "So this is what I'm hearing from you" – Tabitha always spoke with corporate-
          inflected knowing – "You like Antoine, you feel good around him and
          unselfconscious. Brendan makes you feel uncomfortable, but in a good way. He's
          super hot, and the sex is mindblowingly amazing. Is this accurate?"

          Laura nodded, "Antoine is my friend, and he sort of... has the prior claim?
          You know, I slept with him first."

          Tabitha burst out laughing, and Laura felt her face grow hot. "Honey, neither
          of these men has any claim on you. Fuck, date them both."

          "But is that—?" Laura couldn't put any objection into words. It just seemed
          wrong.

          "Look, you've got two hot guys, you don't know which one you like best, and
          they are both sleeping with you, no questions asked. You know how often that
          happens in life? Not often. I dated two guys at once for a month or so a
          few years back. Trust me, it's the hottest thing you'll ever do. You get to do
          one guy in the morning and another one that night, and it's your little
          secret. Hell, if he wants to see you two nights in a row, call the other one
          for a nooner in between."

          Laura gaped incredulously. Tabitha only laughed at her. "Come on, you're only
          young once, and this won't be a permanent situation. Just use protection, kid."

          ****

          And just like that, winter break was over. The Sunday before classes started,
          Laura woke up early. Antoine was still asleep, but she pushed him onto his
          back and started felating him. He moaned hoarsely as his cock hardened, and he
          tried to push her away. "I have to pee first," he said.

          "I have to pee too," she countered. "You have to fuck me first." She straddled
          him as he struggled, and gently held him down, taking him inside her, feeling
          him press against her full-to-overflowing bladder. With each thrust, she felt
          her muscles weaken, until she was letting tiny spurts out each time his cock
          hit her bladder. It was little enough liquid that she hoped it just seemed
          like she was copiously aroused, but it felt amazing. She wondered if his
          bladder was as full as hers.

          Antoine hadn't been with anyone else in half a year, and they had abandoned
          condoms within a week. She loved feeling his naked skin against her, it felt
          intimate and sensual, and she loved falling asleep at night with him still inside
          her, their limbs intertwined. She was always more careful with Brendan. Not
          because she didn't trust him, but somehow he just felt more dangerous.

          They came together, and then Antoine rolled over and fell back to sleep, while
          Laura hopped in the shower and let her piss run down her legs. She dressed,
          brewed coffee, and kissed Antoine, still asleep in bed, on her way out the
          door. "Stay as long as you like, I'll be back tonight. I'm going to play for
          Brendan."

          She slung her violin case over her shoulder and made her way to the train
          station. She was feeling desperate to let her bowels go already when she found
          her seat on the train, but she clenched herself shut and tried to hold on as
          best she could on the long train ride out to Stony Brook. She bounced and
          contorted herself, but as she neared her stop she felt her anus begin to
          expand and her bowel movement started pushing its way out slowly.

          As she stood, the load was allowed more room and continued out under its own
          power. She was finally able to close herself off with what felt like a small
          banana already in her pants. Her muscles quivered with the effort of holding
          in the rest, and she walked quickly down the street to Brendan's house.

          She squirmed on his porch for just a moment before he opened the door, and
          pushed him inside immediately. Shoving him gently onto the chair, she sat
          in his lap facing him, and released herself as they made out. One quick push
          and her pants were filled completely, her seat expanding to push against his
          crotch, which was expanding as well. "Do you have to go?" she asked. His
          response was quiet, "I have to pee." "Good. Do it."

          Leaning back so she could watch, Laura saw a small wet spot appear on the
          front of his jeans, and then expand quickly, glistening and spreading, flowing
          off the chair to form a puddle on the floor, and absorbing up into her jeans
          as well. "Keep going," she instructed, "empty yourself." He kept peeing for a
          long time, and by the time both of their pants were completely soaked, she
          giggled and said, "Aw, were you holding all morning just for me?" Without
          waiting for a reply, she reached down and began unbuttoning his fly.

          ****

          In the end, Laura didn't come back until the next morning. She was glad to
          have brought an extra box of diapers to Brendan's house – she used one on the
          train on the way back, and again as she warmed up for her lesson with Ilyan.

          There in the practice room, as she pushed her second bowel movement of the day
          into her already full pants, she thought about the last few weeks. She had had
          more sex in that time than in the rest of her life combined, she thought. That
          was probably an exaggeration, but it seemed like she had a cock inside her for
          at least a third of the time. She enjoyed Antoine. She liked the hell out of
          him. But she hadn't been able to stop seeing Brendan either. As a person, he
          was still a cypher to her, but she was constantly finding new depths to their
          shared interest. She felt dirty when she was with him, but she also felt so,
          so good.

          Tabitha had been right, there was a special naughtiness to dating two men.
          There was the time Brendan had come to stay over in her apartment, and she had
          left him there for the day while she went to school. But instead of practicing
          she had sex with Antoine in a practice room twice. When she returned home to
          find Brendan waiting for her in a full diaper, they had fucked like rabbits on
          the floor, and then again in the shower. Laura's pussy had been so sore that
          night she had to massage it with moisturizer, but that hadn't stopped her from
          coming again when Brendan decided to help.

          There was the time Laura came to a show Brendan played, and filled her pants
          for him while she gave him a blow job backstage during intermission. Brendan
          had to get on a plane that night for a concert in Miami, so she had met up
          with Antoine at her apartment. He wrinkled his nose when she showed up with a
          load in her diaper, but he was hard and ready when she emerged from the shower
          all fresh and clean. She loved the smoothness of his face and his gentle
          hands, and his sweet eagerness when they made love. Tabitha had assured her it
          wasn't cheating as long as they never said the word "exclusive," but as she
          lay that night with her head on his chest, they danced around the word "love"
          instead.

          And now, in the practice room, the violin felt stubborn in her hands, like
          every bow stroke was a complaint. She wasn't ready for her lesson today, but
          Ilyan liked to see all his students on the first day of the semester to check
          in on their progress and set goals for the semester. She thought of all the
          times she had a penis in her mouth over break, and felt embarrassed that she
          hadn't practiced as much as she had planned.

          There wasn't time to go home and clean up before her lesson, scheduled for the
          dreary 11am hour, so she made her way to his seventh floor studio with two
          loads in her pants. She loved the feeling, and yet as she ascended in the
          elevator she was suddenly annoyed that her teacher had put her in this
          position. Somehow all her wasted time this break seemed to come from whatever
          had awakened in her when she started using diapers. It's because of him that
          I'm in this situation in the first place, she thought, so he better not mind
          seeing my pants all bulging and messy.

          Ilyan didn't say a word about the state of her diaper. He just sat on his
          stool expectantly and said, "So what weel you play for me today?" Laura
          launched into a Beethoven sonata, a safer choice than the Brahms, which seemed
          to deteriorate immediately with neglect, but Ilyan stopped her after the
          second phrase. "Your C sharp. Flat." Laura shook her head and started over.
          She barely got two measures in before Ilyan broke in again, "No no no no no,"
          he shook his head, a vein bulging on his forehead. "What is this? This line is
          all wrong. It is like this, da daaaa da DEEEM!" he sang pitchlessly, with
          growing agitation. Laura found herself shaking slightly, and felt the contents
          of her pants pressing up against her, reminding her of her misspent time. She
          raised the violin again, took a deep breath, and began playing again, da daaa
          da DEEEM, and cracked the note in her eagerness to get the right emphasis.

          She let her violin drop from her neck and faught back tears. Ilyan sat with
          his arms crossed. Neither said anything for a moment, and then the old man
          reached for his tea and took a sip. His face softened. "You have had good
          vacation. Good time. You have rest. No?" Laura found herself smiling; she
          nodded. "Good. Is marathon, preparing for competition. You have your rest. Now
          is work. Work is the important thing, or what is this thing" – he pointed to
          the bulge in her pants – "what is it for?"

          Laura felt her eyes sting again, and she nodded assent.

          Her teacher smiled broadly. "Good. Now is scale. Play for me E major."

          Her violin back in playing position, she began a slow scale up from the bottom
          of the instrument, finding the smoothness in her sound. She would be better
          from now on. Neither Brendan nor Antoine was as important as this right here,
          this search for perfection. As she rounded the top of the scale, she
          absentmindedly felt her bladder let go, tickling and warming her.
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          • #6
            I've gotta say man, I'm actually going to be a little sad when the next chapters are posted, knowing this will be over. Kind of bittersweet, like reading Narada's final Naruma and Mandy story.

            Great work, dude. I really hope that chapter four only marks the end of this particular tale, and not the end of your writing here. There is a paucity of good writers in this fetish anymore, and you're one of the few truly awesome ones. Thanks for sharing.

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            • #7
              Thanks for your kind words. Being compared to Narada is probably the highest praise I can think of for this genre.

              And don't worry, I get a kick out of writing these stories. I'm not done here, just finishing up this storyline. I have a few other ideas, including a second part for Franny and the Infinite Ocean and another standalone story. And more! And more!

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              • #8
                Great story

                You're a very talented writer.

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                • #9
                  Outstanding work. As it was said before, there's a scarcity of writers on this board that can craft such amazing, detailed, and erotic pieces especially in this genre. Well done and can't wait for the conclusion as well as more stories from you!

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                  • #10
                    Really excellent writing Kochel, I find it equally good - if not better than the old Sammy stories by MJMurra, which I have had as a favorite for some time. Excellent narrating, descpritions - the lot. Keep it up.

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                    • #11
                      I somehow missed the first two of these, but this is the best story I've read in years, perhaps ever!

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