Hi all! Hope you've enjoyed the previous chapters. If you haven't read them, this one won't make much sense. You can find them here and here.
This chapter has gotten super long, so I have split it into three parts. Below is the first part, and I will release the next two on this thread over for next few days. Let me know what you think! Feedback is fuel for the fire.
Chapter 3.1
The hall was empty and dark. Lights flickered on as Laura opened her practice
room door, which meant it had been hours since the last person had walked past
the sensors. Violin case slung over her shoulder, and bundled in her long
winter coat, she started toward the elevators, but stopped as a faint, silvery
sound reached her ears. She wandered for a few minutes until the sound grew
louder, and then saw a lit practice room as she turned a corner. As she got
close enough to hear the piece being played, she was confident she knew who
it was. She peeked into the little square window and waved at the violinist
inside.
Antoine stopped playing when he saw Laura, tucked his instrument under his
arm, and opened the heavy door.
"Back to Paganini, huh?" she teased.
"Never left him, really."
"So you're here all break?" Laura hadn't seen many other people there,
especially at night, since break began.
"Yeah, you know, plane tickets to Paris are a bitch." He paused for a moment.
"So let's hang out sometime, huh?"
Laura was happy to hear him say that. Their friendship had changed when she
was put in his section for ear training class, and they hadn't really hung out
outside of school since then. It seemed like now that the semester was over
they would be able to go back to hanging out like they used to, without the
distance that came from the fact that he was expected to give her a grade. She
smiled.
"Yes, please. I have to go home and go to bed now or I'll fall asleep on my
feet, but seriously, let's hang out soon. Maybe we can get lunch Monday?"
"Sounds good, buddy. I'm going to give Niccolo here and another polish before
I head out. See you Monday."
They said their goodbyes and Laura started blushing to herself as she made her
way to the elevator. She was used to not thinking about it when she was on her
own, but as the conversation had progressed she had become increasingly aware
of the wetness in her pants.
She braced herself against the cold as she pushed open the lobby door and felt
a blast of wind against her face. After a mild autumn, the temperature had
dropped with a vengeance just as the semester ended, and now going outside was
becoming painful. Laura could feel the warm squish of her diaper as she
walked, and when she stopped at a light, she shivered and allowed herself to
pee luxuriously. The liquid surrounding and licking at her pussy felt
positively scalding, and she was sure if her coat were open she would see
steam coming from her waist. As it was, she just felt bundled and cozy, like
she was carrying a little heater in her pants.
While most of her classmates were away on holiday, Laura was relishing a solid
four week block in which she could devote herself to practice without any
distractions. For the first two days, she had practiced all morning as usual,
gone home for her normal clean up and lunch break, taken a walk or a trip to
the gym, and then returned to school in mid-afternoon and practiced until late
at night. After months of getting to practice all morning without having to
stop for the bathroom, Laura had become frustrated with constantly having to stop
to pee in her new afternoon practice sessions, and by day three she was
wearing protection after lunch as well.
Laura was exhausted, and she needed to be up early to go see Brendan in the
morning. She had a lesson with him most every Sunday that he was in town, and
she looked forward to seeing him more every week. He was tremendously helpful
to her as a sort of performance coach, but there was something else, a thrill
she got at seeing the way he looked at her, and a chilling excitement at
feeling his eyes on her when she filled her pants.
The second time she had knocked on his door, this time wearing full diapers
clearly visible through her jeans, her heart had been pounding. Maybe she had
misinterpreted his reaction last time. Maybe he had only been trying to save
her from embarrassment, and was actually disgusted by her. But he had asked
her back, hadn't he? Even after she shit her pants right in front of him.
Regardless, she had resolved not to use her diaper in front of him this time,
to at least wait until she was on the train and on her way home again. Her
body had different ideas, though, and halfway through the lesson, her pain
becoming increasingly evident, she had finally given up and pushed a large
mess into her pants. Brendan had said nothing, but as she finished and allowed
her bladder to empty as well, her piss softly pittering against the cottony
fabric of the diaper, she had seen him give a knowing half-smile. And then she
knew.
It had become a game of sorts, finding just the right timing to elicit this
appreciative reaction. Brendan's motives and desires were mysterious to her,
and she couldn't help but probe them, not with questions, but with her body.
She had shown up one day with pants already full, beneath a knee-length dress.
He seemed not even to notice, until at the end of the lesson, as she was
packing up, she had paused to squeeze out another small movement. Brendan had
shifted just so in his chair, his eyebrows perked.
Since then, Laura had filled her pants for him over and over again, sometimes
while he was earnestly giving her comments, sometimes in the middle of playing
some blisteringly difficult passage. Once, she had done it while they sat
together doing a meditation exercise.
The next day, Laura drank a little extra coffee before she left her apartment,
and downed a large glass of water. She felt her bladder twinge as she
descended the stairs to Penn Station's hellish tunnels, and by the time she
was walking from the train to Brendan's house, her legs were quivering and her
forehead was damp. With great care she walked up the porch steps, and rang the
doorbell. Then she relaxed.
It took half a second for her to begin flooding her pants, and she felt a
puddle form instantly, the wetness climbing up to her waist almost as quickly.
And then Brendan opened the door to find her ecstatically wetting herself, her
eyes half closed and her breathing shallow, the river of piss flowing out of
her audibly against the gusset of her diaper. She could see him inhale
sharply, and she fixed his gaze with her eyes. Pushing ever so lightly, she
let herself expand, slowly emptying her bowels in one long, snaking movement,
keeping eye contact all the while.
She signaled that she was done by letting her eyes flutter slowly and taking a
deep breath, and Brendan, without a word, gestured for her to enter his living
room.
Laura's bladder was still full, and she slowly emptied it over the next hour,
until her diaper felt full and soggy. As she was packing up, Brendan spoke.
"So, I'm giving a recital at LPR on Saturday. Doing some Davidovsky with tape
and a new commission. If you're free and want to come, I can get you a comp
ticket."
Laura knew that her display that morning hadn't dictated the timing of this
concert, but she wondered if it had gotten her the comp. It was the kind of
gesture she had been expecting ever since she had first seen the way he looked
at her. Not that anything was likely to happen. But she was free, and she
would definitely be there.
****
The next day, Laura met Antoine for lunch. She had cleaned up in a hurry after
her morning practice so she could get to the cafe on time, and when she
arrived, feeling a bit harried, she was instantly put on guard. Antoine was
looking just a bit sharper than usual. And there was something nervous in his
bearing.
She had a good time, and Antoine was as hilarious as usual, but her concern
was further stoked when he insisted on picking up the check. As they walked
down Amsterdam Ave back toward Lincoln Center, he produced an envelope.
"So you know Josh Bell is playing Brahms with the Phil this week, right?"
"You're asking if I'm blind or dull enough to have somehow missed his devilish
face plastered all over Broadway?"
"Well, so I got a connection and managed to rustle up some tickets for Friday
night. You in?" He waved the envelope in front of her. She pulled out the
tickets.
"Close enough to see him sweat, huh? Who's your friend, and how can I make him
my friend too?"
Antoine smiled. "So you'll come?"
"Well, I'm not doing anything else that night, and hearing good old Josh Bell
play my concerto again would be nice. We'll be sitting close enough, maybe
I'll even be able to catch his eye again."
Handsome and youthful, Joshua Bell was a popular violin superstar, but a lot
of young women in the music world had seen a different side of him. Laura had
met him at Aspen the summer she was seventeen, and one night he had invited
her to a party at his apartment. She had gotten there to find two other
female students, and a few bottles of wine for them to enjoy. She was the
youngest there, but the other two were still under 21, and after an
uncomfortable hour she had excused herself and gone back to her dorm. He had
tried to ask her out, just the two of them, a bit later in the summer, but she
had put him off and that was the end of it. It wasn't anything scandalous, but
it had felt sleazy, and afterward she had talked to many others who had
similar experiences.
But he was a magnificent violinist, and Laura wanted to see him play the piece
she was working on. And she would even sit next to Antoine, hoping he didn't
try to make a move.
****
The week flew by, Laura's life ruled by her daily routine. Most days she blew
off steam after her morning practice session, masturbating in her full diaper.
Sometimes she imagined Brendan was watching her while she did it. Sometimes,
she just let go and let herself feel everything that was happening to her
privates as she rubbed into the wet squish in her pants.
On Friday evening she got home from her afternoon practice, slightly shortened
to make time to get ready, and took a quick shower. She chose conservative
clothes – jeans that were soft and just a bit baggy, a thick sweater, and her
long puffy coat. She didn't want to send Antoine the wrong message. They were
friends. That was it. It wasn't that Antoine was unattractive; he was funny
and cute with his French nose and quick smile. But she wanted him as a friend,
uncomplicated. She had enough to think about with the competition without
bringing a boyfriend into the picture.
They met just inside the door of the grand foyer at Avery Fisher Hall, with
enough time to spare that Antoine was able to convince her to get a glass of
Champaign with him before the show started. Disturbingly, he again picked up
the tab.
The overture was a Strauss tone poem, marvelously difficult, and played with
nonchalance by the orchestra. Then came the concerto, which Bell played with
his trademark energy. Laura noticed that he didn't play her favorite passage
like Milstein though. He sped though it a little too heedlessly.
It was in the rapturous second movement that she noticed she had to pee. She
decided not to use her diaper. It seemed a bit unseemly to do that in Avery
Fisher Hall.
After the concerto, Bell played a short solo encore, and the lights came up.
Laura grimaced at Antoine and said "well, I guess it's time for the bathroom
line." She got up, and stood in the aisle as she waited for the line to filter
down to the bathroom. After filing slowly toward the lobby for several
minutes, Laura grew impatient. If she couldn't make it through the second
half, she'd just use her diaper.
Returning to her seat, Laura joked with Antoine until the lights came down and
the concertmaster took the stage. As her laughter died down she felt a spasm
in her bladder. She knew then that she would have to go before the concert was
over, and she felt a little bad about it. Sure, half the audience was over 75
and probably wearing diapers themselves. But she wondered what it said about
her that she would choose to use one when she was perfectly capable of waiting
for a bathroom.
The symphony was Copland's third, and Laura waited anxiously for the famous
first violin soli, a harrowing, minutes long unaccompanied drift through the
stratosphere, and the entire first violin section had to play it in unison. As
the tension built, she felt her legs begin to twitch. She had to pee
desperately then, and she finally decided it was time to let it go. She
relaxed, feeling the familiar warmth surround her pussy, playing around the
lips and down under her butt. She felt the warm wetness spread slowly, up her
front, and down under her thighs...
Laura stifled a gasp. She was not wearing a diaper. She struggled to clamp
herself off, but the flow kept going for several more seconds before she was
able to stop, and even then she continued to spurt rhythmically as she slowly
regained control.
What had she been thinking? She had debated whether or not to wear that night,
but had decided against it. Glancing to either side, Antoine and her right-
hand neighbors, a middle aged couple dressed smartly and a little too
fashionably for people their age, all seemed enraptured. She could feel a
small puddle between her thighs, slowly soaking into the plush seat, and she
was grateful for the darkness.
Nothing seemed to have spilled to the ground, and after a time she was able to
enjoy the wetness between her legs.
By the time the lights came up, her pants felt soggy and cold, though. As the
applause began, Laura pulled her coat on and made sure her lap was covered. As
the rest of the audience filed out, she pulled out her program and asked
Antoine questions about the conductor's bio. She stalled long enough for the row
to clear, and then stood up quickly, her seat snapping up behind her, her long
coat covering the copious wet spot on her rear. Antoine, in the middle of a
sentence, hurried to catch up with her.
As they filed outside, she felt the cold air under her coat chilling her
privates. Antoine cleared his throat.
"So, I was thinking it would be nice to grab a drink."
She wanted to get home and clean herself up. But Antoine had been buying all
night, and she was ready for a drink after the weird experience of peeing in
her pants with no diaper. They made their way to a trendy bar across Broadway
from Lincoln Center. The place was brightly lit, with a bustling standing area
full of partiers and the after-concert crowd. Laura ordered a whiskey drink, a
newly of-age drinker proud of her sophisticated selection. Antoine teased her
about her careful sips, but he never asked her why she kept her coat on.
The bar grew louder as the night went on, the white tiles on the wall bouncing
back voices as they yelled at each other across tables and in small circles of
friends. Antoine and Laura continued to talk and joke, their faces getting
closer in order to hear, until they were speaking almost directly into each
other's ears. Laura could feel the hotness of his breath and sometimes the
brush of his lips on her ear. They split an order of fried artichokes and
Laura ordered another drink when Antoine did. When the music turned up and the
lights went down, they danced together in the corner, sometimes a few feet
apart, sometimes lightly touching.
Laura had been afraid of ruining her friendship with Antoine, but his
attention and attraction suddenly felt fun and natural, and when he suggested
they leave the bar, she followed him into a cab uptown without much thought.
Her head was spinning ever so slightly, and her bladder was groaningly full.
But as they headed up Broadway to Antoine's apartment on 147th Street, sitting
together in the dark, silently for once, Laura pushed aside that need and let
herself enjoy Antoine's fingers playing with the back of her neck, and then
with her ears and her hair. She turned her head and found his lips, and they
kissed slowly, searchingly, until the cab stopped in front of Antoine's
apartment. The light came on in the cabin and Laura felt the hotness of her
cheeks, her racing pulse.
She opened the door and stood up as Antoine paid, and immediately regretted
it. Her need to pee suddenly became desperately urgent, spasms shooting
through her as her bladder threatened to give way, then spurted briefly,
rewetting her panties. She had been going with the flow so easily, she had
forgotten about the ruin she had made of her pants earlier that night. She
couldn't sleep with Antoine tonight, not without revealing her stained
panties. And she probably smelled like pee...
Then Antoine was standing on the curb beside her, pulling her back into a
kiss. They made out for a while, both of them breathing heavily, and Laura
felt her hold on her bladder loosening again. I should have peed at the bar,
she thought. But she couldn't sleep with him, which meant there was no way she
was going into his apartment to pee, either. Once she was up there, she would
have to make excuses to leave, or take off her coat.
She felt another spasm, and knowing she wouldn't get relief before her train
ride home made the desperation worse than ever. She resigned herself to having
an accident then, and it was only another moment before her bladder gave way
and she started to pee under her long coat. She felt her panties baloon out,
an unfamilar sensation to someone used to peeing in diapers, and the tendrils
of piss snaking down her legs, cooling in the night air. She clamped herself
shut and pulled away from Antoine's lips.
"I should go..." she said, as sweetly as she could.
"You came all the way up here. It seems like we're just getting started."
"I have to practice tomorrow. I didn't do nearly enough today with the concert
and everything."
"Is this only because you just peed your pants?" Laura stepped back abruptly
and looked down, realizing too late that she had made a puddle on the ground
between her feet. "Hey," Antoine, his hand on her lower back, pulled her
gently back to him, "come upstairs and take a shower. I have a bathrobe you
can use."
Laura laughed. "Well, a bathrobe is very enticing." He grinned but said
nothing, his eyes darting back and forth between hers. Finally she dropped his
gaze, laughed again, and said, "Ok, let's go."
As they started up the stairs of the front stoop, Laura stopped. "Wait. If I'm
going to climb all those stairs, you have to let me finish peeing first."
Antoine doubled over laughing as Laura stood, her feet slightly apart, and
made a new, bigger puddle on the sidewalk.
This chapter has gotten super long, so I have split it into three parts. Below is the first part, and I will release the next two on this thread over for next few days. Let me know what you think! Feedback is fuel for the fire.
Chapter 3.1
The hall was empty and dark. Lights flickered on as Laura opened her practice
room door, which meant it had been hours since the last person had walked past
the sensors. Violin case slung over her shoulder, and bundled in her long
winter coat, she started toward the elevators, but stopped as a faint, silvery
sound reached her ears. She wandered for a few minutes until the sound grew
louder, and then saw a lit practice room as she turned a corner. As she got
close enough to hear the piece being played, she was confident she knew who
it was. She peeked into the little square window and waved at the violinist
inside.
Antoine stopped playing when he saw Laura, tucked his instrument under his
arm, and opened the heavy door.
"Back to Paganini, huh?" she teased.
"Never left him, really."
"So you're here all break?" Laura hadn't seen many other people there,
especially at night, since break began.
"Yeah, you know, plane tickets to Paris are a bitch." He paused for a moment.
"So let's hang out sometime, huh?"
Laura was happy to hear him say that. Their friendship had changed when she
was put in his section for ear training class, and they hadn't really hung out
outside of school since then. It seemed like now that the semester was over
they would be able to go back to hanging out like they used to, without the
distance that came from the fact that he was expected to give her a grade. She
smiled.
"Yes, please. I have to go home and go to bed now or I'll fall asleep on my
feet, but seriously, let's hang out soon. Maybe we can get lunch Monday?"
"Sounds good, buddy. I'm going to give Niccolo here and another polish before
I head out. See you Monday."
They said their goodbyes and Laura started blushing to herself as she made her
way to the elevator. She was used to not thinking about it when she was on her
own, but as the conversation had progressed she had become increasingly aware
of the wetness in her pants.
She braced herself against the cold as she pushed open the lobby door and felt
a blast of wind against her face. After a mild autumn, the temperature had
dropped with a vengeance just as the semester ended, and now going outside was
becoming painful. Laura could feel the warm squish of her diaper as she
walked, and when she stopped at a light, she shivered and allowed herself to
pee luxuriously. The liquid surrounding and licking at her pussy felt
positively scalding, and she was sure if her coat were open she would see
steam coming from her waist. As it was, she just felt bundled and cozy, like
she was carrying a little heater in her pants.
While most of her classmates were away on holiday, Laura was relishing a solid
four week block in which she could devote herself to practice without any
distractions. For the first two days, she had practiced all morning as usual,
gone home for her normal clean up and lunch break, taken a walk or a trip to
the gym, and then returned to school in mid-afternoon and practiced until late
at night. After months of getting to practice all morning without having to
stop for the bathroom, Laura had become frustrated with constantly having to stop
to pee in her new afternoon practice sessions, and by day three she was
wearing protection after lunch as well.
Laura was exhausted, and she needed to be up early to go see Brendan in the
morning. She had a lesson with him most every Sunday that he was in town, and
she looked forward to seeing him more every week. He was tremendously helpful
to her as a sort of performance coach, but there was something else, a thrill
she got at seeing the way he looked at her, and a chilling excitement at
feeling his eyes on her when she filled her pants.
The second time she had knocked on his door, this time wearing full diapers
clearly visible through her jeans, her heart had been pounding. Maybe she had
misinterpreted his reaction last time. Maybe he had only been trying to save
her from embarrassment, and was actually disgusted by her. But he had asked
her back, hadn't he? Even after she shit her pants right in front of him.
Regardless, she had resolved not to use her diaper in front of him this time,
to at least wait until she was on the train and on her way home again. Her
body had different ideas, though, and halfway through the lesson, her pain
becoming increasingly evident, she had finally given up and pushed a large
mess into her pants. Brendan had said nothing, but as she finished and allowed
her bladder to empty as well, her piss softly pittering against the cottony
fabric of the diaper, she had seen him give a knowing half-smile. And then she
knew.
It had become a game of sorts, finding just the right timing to elicit this
appreciative reaction. Brendan's motives and desires were mysterious to her,
and she couldn't help but probe them, not with questions, but with her body.
She had shown up one day with pants already full, beneath a knee-length dress.
He seemed not even to notice, until at the end of the lesson, as she was
packing up, she had paused to squeeze out another small movement. Brendan had
shifted just so in his chair, his eyebrows perked.
Since then, Laura had filled her pants for him over and over again, sometimes
while he was earnestly giving her comments, sometimes in the middle of playing
some blisteringly difficult passage. Once, she had done it while they sat
together doing a meditation exercise.
The next day, Laura drank a little extra coffee before she left her apartment,
and downed a large glass of water. She felt her bladder twinge as she
descended the stairs to Penn Station's hellish tunnels, and by the time she
was walking from the train to Brendan's house, her legs were quivering and her
forehead was damp. With great care she walked up the porch steps, and rang the
doorbell. Then she relaxed.
It took half a second for her to begin flooding her pants, and she felt a
puddle form instantly, the wetness climbing up to her waist almost as quickly.
And then Brendan opened the door to find her ecstatically wetting herself, her
eyes half closed and her breathing shallow, the river of piss flowing out of
her audibly against the gusset of her diaper. She could see him inhale
sharply, and she fixed his gaze with her eyes. Pushing ever so lightly, she
let herself expand, slowly emptying her bowels in one long, snaking movement,
keeping eye contact all the while.
She signaled that she was done by letting her eyes flutter slowly and taking a
deep breath, and Brendan, without a word, gestured for her to enter his living
room.
Laura's bladder was still full, and she slowly emptied it over the next hour,
until her diaper felt full and soggy. As she was packing up, Brendan spoke.
"So, I'm giving a recital at LPR on Saturday. Doing some Davidovsky with tape
and a new commission. If you're free and want to come, I can get you a comp
ticket."
Laura knew that her display that morning hadn't dictated the timing of this
concert, but she wondered if it had gotten her the comp. It was the kind of
gesture she had been expecting ever since she had first seen the way he looked
at her. Not that anything was likely to happen. But she was free, and she
would definitely be there.
****
The next day, Laura met Antoine for lunch. She had cleaned up in a hurry after
her morning practice so she could get to the cafe on time, and when she
arrived, feeling a bit harried, she was instantly put on guard. Antoine was
looking just a bit sharper than usual. And there was something nervous in his
bearing.
She had a good time, and Antoine was as hilarious as usual, but her concern
was further stoked when he insisted on picking up the check. As they walked
down Amsterdam Ave back toward Lincoln Center, he produced an envelope.
"So you know Josh Bell is playing Brahms with the Phil this week, right?"
"You're asking if I'm blind or dull enough to have somehow missed his devilish
face plastered all over Broadway?"
"Well, so I got a connection and managed to rustle up some tickets for Friday
night. You in?" He waved the envelope in front of her. She pulled out the
tickets.
"Close enough to see him sweat, huh? Who's your friend, and how can I make him
my friend too?"
Antoine smiled. "So you'll come?"
"Well, I'm not doing anything else that night, and hearing good old Josh Bell
play my concerto again would be nice. We'll be sitting close enough, maybe
I'll even be able to catch his eye again."
Handsome and youthful, Joshua Bell was a popular violin superstar, but a lot
of young women in the music world had seen a different side of him. Laura had
met him at Aspen the summer she was seventeen, and one night he had invited
her to a party at his apartment. She had gotten there to find two other
female students, and a few bottles of wine for them to enjoy. She was the
youngest there, but the other two were still under 21, and after an
uncomfortable hour she had excused herself and gone back to her dorm. He had
tried to ask her out, just the two of them, a bit later in the summer, but she
had put him off and that was the end of it. It wasn't anything scandalous, but
it had felt sleazy, and afterward she had talked to many others who had
similar experiences.
But he was a magnificent violinist, and Laura wanted to see him play the piece
she was working on. And she would even sit next to Antoine, hoping he didn't
try to make a move.
****
The week flew by, Laura's life ruled by her daily routine. Most days she blew
off steam after her morning practice session, masturbating in her full diaper.
Sometimes she imagined Brendan was watching her while she did it. Sometimes,
she just let go and let herself feel everything that was happening to her
privates as she rubbed into the wet squish in her pants.
On Friday evening she got home from her afternoon practice, slightly shortened
to make time to get ready, and took a quick shower. She chose conservative
clothes – jeans that were soft and just a bit baggy, a thick sweater, and her
long puffy coat. She didn't want to send Antoine the wrong message. They were
friends. That was it. It wasn't that Antoine was unattractive; he was funny
and cute with his French nose and quick smile. But she wanted him as a friend,
uncomplicated. She had enough to think about with the competition without
bringing a boyfriend into the picture.
They met just inside the door of the grand foyer at Avery Fisher Hall, with
enough time to spare that Antoine was able to convince her to get a glass of
Champaign with him before the show started. Disturbingly, he again picked up
the tab.
The overture was a Strauss tone poem, marvelously difficult, and played with
nonchalance by the orchestra. Then came the concerto, which Bell played with
his trademark energy. Laura noticed that he didn't play her favorite passage
like Milstein though. He sped though it a little too heedlessly.
It was in the rapturous second movement that she noticed she had to pee. She
decided not to use her diaper. It seemed a bit unseemly to do that in Avery
Fisher Hall.
After the concerto, Bell played a short solo encore, and the lights came up.
Laura grimaced at Antoine and said "well, I guess it's time for the bathroom
line." She got up, and stood in the aisle as she waited for the line to filter
down to the bathroom. After filing slowly toward the lobby for several
minutes, Laura grew impatient. If she couldn't make it through the second
half, she'd just use her diaper.
Returning to her seat, Laura joked with Antoine until the lights came down and
the concertmaster took the stage. As her laughter died down she felt a spasm
in her bladder. She knew then that she would have to go before the concert was
over, and she felt a little bad about it. Sure, half the audience was over 75
and probably wearing diapers themselves. But she wondered what it said about
her that she would choose to use one when she was perfectly capable of waiting
for a bathroom.
The symphony was Copland's third, and Laura waited anxiously for the famous
first violin soli, a harrowing, minutes long unaccompanied drift through the
stratosphere, and the entire first violin section had to play it in unison. As
the tension built, she felt her legs begin to twitch. She had to pee
desperately then, and she finally decided it was time to let it go. She
relaxed, feeling the familiar warmth surround her pussy, playing around the
lips and down under her butt. She felt the warm wetness spread slowly, up her
front, and down under her thighs...
Laura stifled a gasp. She was not wearing a diaper. She struggled to clamp
herself off, but the flow kept going for several more seconds before she was
able to stop, and even then she continued to spurt rhythmically as she slowly
regained control.
What had she been thinking? She had debated whether or not to wear that night,
but had decided against it. Glancing to either side, Antoine and her right-
hand neighbors, a middle aged couple dressed smartly and a little too
fashionably for people their age, all seemed enraptured. She could feel a
small puddle between her thighs, slowly soaking into the plush seat, and she
was grateful for the darkness.
Nothing seemed to have spilled to the ground, and after a time she was able to
enjoy the wetness between her legs.
By the time the lights came up, her pants felt soggy and cold, though. As the
applause began, Laura pulled her coat on and made sure her lap was covered. As
the rest of the audience filed out, she pulled out her program and asked
Antoine questions about the conductor's bio. She stalled long enough for the row
to clear, and then stood up quickly, her seat snapping up behind her, her long
coat covering the copious wet spot on her rear. Antoine, in the middle of a
sentence, hurried to catch up with her.
As they filed outside, she felt the cold air under her coat chilling her
privates. Antoine cleared his throat.
"So, I was thinking it would be nice to grab a drink."
She wanted to get home and clean herself up. But Antoine had been buying all
night, and she was ready for a drink after the weird experience of peeing in
her pants with no diaper. They made their way to a trendy bar across Broadway
from Lincoln Center. The place was brightly lit, with a bustling standing area
full of partiers and the after-concert crowd. Laura ordered a whiskey drink, a
newly of-age drinker proud of her sophisticated selection. Antoine teased her
about her careful sips, but he never asked her why she kept her coat on.
The bar grew louder as the night went on, the white tiles on the wall bouncing
back voices as they yelled at each other across tables and in small circles of
friends. Antoine and Laura continued to talk and joke, their faces getting
closer in order to hear, until they were speaking almost directly into each
other's ears. Laura could feel the hotness of his breath and sometimes the
brush of his lips on her ear. They split an order of fried artichokes and
Laura ordered another drink when Antoine did. When the music turned up and the
lights went down, they danced together in the corner, sometimes a few feet
apart, sometimes lightly touching.
Laura had been afraid of ruining her friendship with Antoine, but his
attention and attraction suddenly felt fun and natural, and when he suggested
they leave the bar, she followed him into a cab uptown without much thought.
Her head was spinning ever so slightly, and her bladder was groaningly full.
But as they headed up Broadway to Antoine's apartment on 147th Street, sitting
together in the dark, silently for once, Laura pushed aside that need and let
herself enjoy Antoine's fingers playing with the back of her neck, and then
with her ears and her hair. She turned her head and found his lips, and they
kissed slowly, searchingly, until the cab stopped in front of Antoine's
apartment. The light came on in the cabin and Laura felt the hotness of her
cheeks, her racing pulse.
She opened the door and stood up as Antoine paid, and immediately regretted
it. Her need to pee suddenly became desperately urgent, spasms shooting
through her as her bladder threatened to give way, then spurted briefly,
rewetting her panties. She had been going with the flow so easily, she had
forgotten about the ruin she had made of her pants earlier that night. She
couldn't sleep with Antoine tonight, not without revealing her stained
panties. And she probably smelled like pee...
Then Antoine was standing on the curb beside her, pulling her back into a
kiss. They made out for a while, both of them breathing heavily, and Laura
felt her hold on her bladder loosening again. I should have peed at the bar,
she thought. But she couldn't sleep with him, which meant there was no way she
was going into his apartment to pee, either. Once she was up there, she would
have to make excuses to leave, or take off her coat.
She felt another spasm, and knowing she wouldn't get relief before her train
ride home made the desperation worse than ever. She resigned herself to having
an accident then, and it was only another moment before her bladder gave way
and she started to pee under her long coat. She felt her panties baloon out,
an unfamilar sensation to someone used to peeing in diapers, and the tendrils
of piss snaking down her legs, cooling in the night air. She clamped herself
shut and pulled away from Antoine's lips.
"I should go..." she said, as sweetly as she could.
"You came all the way up here. It seems like we're just getting started."
"I have to practice tomorrow. I didn't do nearly enough today with the concert
and everything."
"Is this only because you just peed your pants?" Laura stepped back abruptly
and looked down, realizing too late that she had made a puddle on the ground
between her feet. "Hey," Antoine, his hand on her lower back, pulled her
gently back to him, "come upstairs and take a shower. I have a bathrobe you
can use."
Laura laughed. "Well, a bathrobe is very enticing." He grinned but said
nothing, his eyes darting back and forth between hers. Finally she dropped his
gaze, laughed again, and said, "Ok, let's go."
As they started up the stairs of the front stoop, Laura stopped. "Wait. If I'm
going to climb all those stairs, you have to let me finish peeing first."
Antoine doubled over laughing as Laura stood, her feet slightly apart, and
made a new, bigger puddle on the sidewalk.
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