Filling your pants in public

[Dodge2075]

Along with my wife, I have always enjoyed having an accident. For me it started when I was in my mid teens. The first time was a bet with myself that I did not have the courage to do it. I stood outside the public toilets needing to go, I can remember breaking into a sweat and shaking at the knees, still not having the guts to do it. I remember walking away deciding not to do it, but as i walked pass the Ladies I saw what I asumed was a pool of pee in the door way. It was as if someone had an accident. in walked a bit further then I decided, I turned to walk back and without another thought, still trembling and sweating, i filled my pants.

Several things I did not do, I did not check to make sure the toilets were all working. In this case there were only two cubicles, and both were in use so I had to wait for one to become free. Make sure you check first that there is toilet paper! I was ok. Take some spare pants and, in my case I always take spare shorts (I like to mess myself wearing shorts). Some times you also pee at the same time. This can be more obvious than filing your pants. Don't worry is people ask if you are ok, just say that you have had an accident, they will either walk away or try an show you the way to the toilets or try and help in some way.

I have been doing this for years and have a lot of advice and will post some of the more interesting incidents.

If any one wants any help or advice, just post, male or female.

[Maria]

I was already nearly 40 the first time I did it in public. This had been a secret fetish of mine for some time. I was one of these people who was never interested in computers, so I was very late getting onto the Internet, and the first thing that crossed my mind was, "Wow, I wonder if I could find someone who is into this stuff."

It did not take long. I arranged a couple of real-time liaisons. There was one guy, we had a very passionate connection. He lived in the Bay Area and I was in LA so we would meet halfway, up near Hearst's Castle on the lonesome foggy coast and I would fulfill all his fantasies in our hotel room.

But it soon became clear that doing it in the privacy of our room was not enough for him. I said "No, no, never in public!" But he was insistent. That should have been a clue that he was a total control freak, but my fetish curiosity got the better of me.

The first time I did it, we were at an outlet mall. I was wearing a loose dress so that no one would see anything, and believe it or not I wore two pairs of panties because I was terrified that something would fall out on the ground. We walked around the mall for a bit and then I pleaded to go back to our room before someone noticed.

It soon became apparent that he would not be satisfied until I did it in such a way that people really did notice. Once again, I said, "No, never! That is where I draw the line!"

Once again my fetishistic curiosity and basic exhibitionism got the better of me and finally there I was, a 39 year old woman, back at the same mall, his arms around me as I walked through the parking lot with my white nylon panties packed full of poop and my black stretch pants visibly bulging.

I don't do stuff like that anymore, even though I am sometimes tempted by my own perverse instincts. But I will say this....

Till you've done it in public, you haven't REALLY done it!

(I dumped the control freak and don't meet people over the Internet any more.)

[Dodge2075]

You are quite right. Do it for yourself if you want to, but not just for someone else.

[Maria]

Don't get me wrong, it was a pretty amazing feeling, but you're right, you should never let anyone else manipulate you.

I do admit that after our sexy weekend was over and I started driving home, I pulled over into Montana de Oro State Park and walked along the very long sand spit that forms part of Estero Bay, walked till I was alone.

Then I sat there and just cried, because I realized that it had taken me fully 39 years of living before I had fully expressed the essence of my true sexuality, that day in the parking lot.

But still... don't let anyone twist your arm.

[spandexman]

Love the white panty and black stetch pants comb

Maria girls like you are made for tight spandex.

[pantiespooper]

I didnt have your problem, Maria

In my case, it was not a matter of sharing it personally with anyone - indeed, I was afraid of just what happened to you.

I simply got some encouragement from people I met online, and one day, I simply decided. It was there that I found that it is not boldness, or courage, or anything like that that allows you to do something so daring - it was more like abandon; like you kinda didnt really care...

Anyway, in my case, I had this big (and I do mean huge) and long hallway, downstairs from where I worked. I decided I would do it there, and avoid people. I never wore tight (as in spandex) pants, nor did I wear tight skirts, because I knew (or expected) that anything obviously visible would get me into trouble.

In my case, I just walked along, like nothing in the world was happening, except I attempted to be looking like I was solving a big problem, and simply relaxed so that, if it was gonna happen, it would just happen.

I think I still fear what you went through - someone making me do things that I simply do not want to do. Know something? I was near forty also. But you said you have never done it since (At least I think that is what you said). I would encourage you to let go of the past. Filling panties away from home is a pretty good thrill, and you dont have to make it obvious to anyone that it even happened.

The one time I feared I might get caught was in a mall, and, when I got to the bathroom (which incidently was at the back of the food court), there was a long line of others waiting to get in. I think the girl that came up behind me might have suspected I had had an accident, but I managed to keep my wits about me, all the while very nervous about it (I think eventually she thought the odor was coming from inside the bathroom). But I did survive - it just took me a little longer than others to clean up and change panties. I was lucky that time. The stall had hard walls around it that went all the way to the floor, so there was no way for anyone to know (even in that crowd) that I was changing my panties.

[Dodge2075]

If others suspect you have had an accident

I have had occasions when it has been difficult to disguise the fact of what has happened. I was walking across a large car park towards the toilets and I filled my pants as I was walking. When I went towards the entrance I could see that the door was shut and a notice that the toilets were closed for cleaning. There were a few people cueing so I just joined the cue. After a few minetes the person in front of me turned and looked at me, and I realised I that I was smelling. Others were also noticing that I had a problem. Eventually one person said that I should go to the front of the cue to make sure I could get a cubicle, as by this time there was a cue of about seven people and there are only four cubicles.

The point here was that it was accepted that I has messed myself, no one asked me it was all assumption on their part and no one made a fuss. I was expecting a little more reaction. it is not a problem to me if people know what has happened. I have even admitted to it.

Once the toilets re opened, it must have been 20 minetes waiting, I went into the first cubicle I could get to. I was able to clean up ok.

[Maria]

Hi again. Hey, pantiespooper, I didn’t mean to say that I had never done it again. What I said was that I try to avoid it.

The reason I try to avoid it is because I know that the rest of the world doesn’t share my feeling that having my pants full is a thoroughly erotic sensation. In fact, they will be disgusted rather than aroused, and it isn’t my intention to disgust anyone.

Sure, if I know I will not be noticed and not get caught – walking through an outdoor mall, for example, in a loose and flowing dress that would reveal nothing – then I have often simply “cut loose” rather than bother with anything so trivial as a bathroom.

But doing it where I can be noticed? That is different. Like I said, it is sometimes hard for me to resist. I really am an exhibitionist, I like to shock people, there was one horrible incident in my early 30s wherein I actually got arrested for indecent exposure, so I try to keep the exhibitionism hidden as well.

One example.... I posted it below under the topic “Caught with my Pants Full.” I was in my room, having some “private fun” like so many of us do and thinking I was alone in the house and therefore safe. But since I had headphones and was listening to music, I didn’t realize there were people in the living room, so I went racing back down the hall to my room as soon as I walked in on them.

My feelings were mixed. I thought, “Those boys probably thought I was running away because they saw me in my panties. I disappeared so fast that they probably didn’t see the lump.” But as I wondered if perhaps someone did see it, I became fiercely aroused. After all, anyone who has been in our house will know that I have a bathroom in my own wing of the house, hence no excuse to have an accident unless I was seized with a sudden attack of diarrhea while walking down the hall, though the nice firm bulge in my panties would have argued otherwise. Thinking along those lines, I realized that anyone who might have noticed that my pants were full would also realize that this was the deliberate act of a sexual fetishist.

And that thought, my friends, almost overwhelmed me with erotic feelings. I was just shaking with passion.

But in general I try to keep my activities private because I don’t want to gross people out.

[Dodge2075]

Getting away with it

It has never grossed people off, In my experience. I have had people stare and giggle or just move away. Older people have had some sympathy, especially if you are honest.

I was in a multiple storey car park one Sunday morning, it was on the ground floor. I had a two day build up, and was ready to go. I was finding it a bit uncomfortable so I just stoped walking and messed my self. Almost at the same time an elderly lady was getting out of a car right in front of me, and was looking at me. She asked if I was ok, and I simply replied that I had been in my pants and needed to find a lavatory. she offered me a box of tissues and walked me to the toilets. She was not a bit grossed out, just accepted the fact that accidents happen.

[DeltaFoxtrot]

My feelings were mixed. I thought, “Those boys probably thought I was running away because they saw me in my panties. I disappeared so fast that they probably didn’t see the lump.” But as I wondered if perhaps someone did see it, I became fiercely aroused. After all, anyone who has been in our house will know that I have a bathroom in my own wing of the house, hence no excuse to have an accident unless I was seized with a sudden attack of diarrhea while walking down the hall, though the nice firm bulge in my panties would have argued otherwise. Thinking along those lines, I realized that anyone who might have noticed that my pants were full would also realize that this was the deliberate act of a sexual fetishist.

I somehow doubt that the vanillas are even aware that people might mess themselves for entertainment. Just like most folks think that nobody in their right mind would wear diapers for fun.

[Apemantus]

@Dodge

Nothing like getting passers-by involved in your fetish so you can whack yourself off. (Yes, that was sarcasm)

Anything between consenting adults is absolutely fine, but to involve someone else so specifically, however unknowing they may be, is just out of order.

Whatever turns you on, fine. But don't involve others who haven't consented, it ends up making bad the reputation of anyone who enjoys the fetish.

[pantiespooper]

You and I think alike, I think.

But in general I try to keep my activities private because I don’t want to gross people out.

Maria, I totally agree! It is not my place, or my thing, to do it and make it known to others at all, but particularly to gross someone out...

I prefer to just keep it to myself, and enjoy all the sensations ....

[pantiespooper]

Who says Im not in my right mind...?

I somehow doubt that the vanillas are even aware that people might mess themselves for entertainment. Just like most folks think that nobody in their right mind would wear diapers for fun.

'Tis true that I dont wear diapers, for fun or otherwise...