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  • My Super Powers (FF) (FM) (F-Solo) (Wetting, Desp, pee play etc)

    My Super Powers
    This is just a quick one, I think I drifted off topic a bit.. I originally intended to lean more into the stuff she did that day. It started as one of those dirty little morning daydreams. As usual I got side tracked and expended it into an entire dirty backstory.
    The characters in this story could be any one of several characters that appear in my other stories, so you could think of it like a sort of generic back story that i never really attached to any one single character.

    Basically the main character is sitting in a university lecture hall, sitting up back somewhere, waiting for the professor to come out to begin the lesson and just letting her mind wander over her life up to this point.


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    As a girl - I have a super power, I can pee and poop seperately. If anything.. my power is such, I am turned on by pee so much now I couldn't pee normally if I wanted to.. and never when I poop. If I take a seat to empty my bowel, I still need to pee after I am done. Even before it was a turn on, I would always pee some other time.. usually somewhere else... but never when I poo. Reverse is true too, when I do piss, there is literally zero change I am going to poop no matter how badly I need to go.

    As time went on, if I need to pee bad enough I simply got too horny to pee in the toilet at all without a lot of effort; or masturbating so many times I was exhausted enough it leaked out on its own after. So of course that only made me get even more horny next time I needed to pee, it was like a kinky feedback loop. In my mind it is now literally hardwired that pee means I am turned on, a lot. For me pee and my sexuality are now the same thing. If I do anything sexual at all, alone or with friends, it always has to finish up as a wet mess or I am not fully satisfied. Makes for an interesting life, everytime I need to pee, I get horny.

    I wasn't always like this, well the masturbating part at least, so how did this happen?
    If anything it is like my potty training went in reverse as a child. I was more likely to pee myself, and less likely to use a toilet. For me if I was not on a toilet, I wanted to pee, and could do it easily, but if I was on a potty I really struggled to pee. Normally it is the other way around, you get in trouble for an accident, and get praised for using the potty. So most people have no trouble using a toilet, and struggle to do it anywhere else – espeically in clothes or in front of someone.

    Fun story there too. No I mean it. It really WAS so much fun.. when you are a kid fun is the most important thing there is. So the few times I made it to the potty, I forgot to remove my panties.. that actually felt pretty good to be honest, I was busting to pee, so that felt nice to let go, but it was also a hot day, so my pissy wet knickers felt enjoyably cool in the heat, so that was how I always went.

    Of course my parents didn't much like that, so I got yelled at for pissing myself on the potty. So my first experiences with a potty was being told off for using it.. I was too young to understand, so after that I would to forget to wear underwear a lot.. not sure if forget is the right word here.. since ye it was often deliberate. So I peed in my skirt, anywhere BUT in the potty, that way nothing got wet, and I didn't need the potty. I got pretty good at it too, never more than a few drops got on my skirt or feet, and what did was so small it was mistaken for sweat. The few times I used the potty was to poop, which I was praised for.. but since I was yelled at last time I pissed in the potty I never did THAT in the potty. I mean a little pee might leak out as I pooped, enough to fool my parents everything was normal, but I actively resisted doing it. I guess that is where my super power started to develop.

    Trouble is as I grew, people would be more likely to notice I had no knickers on, so again I would get in trouble, so I had to be really sneaky about it and hide to pee, or have my girlfriend cover for me. As it turns out that makes a pretty fun game, especially with friends, running around and seeing how many places you can do a sneaky pee in front of each other, get away with peeing around other people, or how far you both can spray it. By the time I ever made it to a potty, I never needed to pee anymore. So I just never got into the habit of peeing in a toilet - it was more fun coming up with pee games instead. Hell I would still play those games right now. They are so fun. Only I would probably masturbate afterwards, or do something even more lewd with the friend.

    As I got older I was forced to wear knickers more often, they had started doing random checks. However I discovered an even more fun game - when I peed in my knickers - especially anywhere but in the potty, it was easier to get away with it too, cause where I grew up has warm mild weather most of the year, and it would be mostly dry before I got changed for bed. You would think being yelled at for pissing my panty in the potty would have discouraged this behaviour, but at the time I had only associated it with using THE POTTY. I was still fully happy to piss my knickers, I didn't see the connection. The panty gusset also helped keep the trickle of pee centred between my legs, keeping my clothes dry. I mastered the art of pissing my knickers under a skirt without leaving a trace, a useful skill I use to this day... I also drank a lot of water, so it didn't really leave much of a smell or stain either. If they saw at a casual glance I had knickers on, they wouldn't bother me, nor could they.. in general people take a dim view of those that try to look up peoples skirts - so they never noticed they were often wet most of the time.


    I was also old enough that nobody paid attention to what I was doing in the toilet, so nobody realised I almost never peed in there, and nobody told me off for pissing myself, because it was dry enough by the time anyone saw my knickers they didn't realize that is what I did all day.


    I managed to go my entire life pissing myself on purpose, and nobody but my girlfriends and lovers knowing about it, and only then because they liked to play too sometimes. Life can be great.

    I mean I came close to being caught once, they had this youngish guy in primary school; a part timer, showing the kids how to use the computers in class, and my knickers were absolutely dripping when my name was called. He noticed the seat was wet and I went red. How could he not notice, he had to wipe it up. All he did was shrug, pat me on the head, and tell me "its ok, it happens sometimes at your age, dont worry about it" he never told anyone, completely ignored the puddle as he showed me how to use the computer, and nobody else even noticed. I only saw him a few times working around the school from a distance after that, but I had a crush on him for years. Which probably contributed to my fetish - everytime I pissed my panties on purpose, I would think of him and smile to myself.



    Probably not the best mindset to enter puberty in if you don't want to end up as a sex crazed piss deviant. Which is exactly what I became when I replaced the smile at the end with playing with myself. I got pretty bad too actually.. my dirtiest fantasy was him letting me sit on his face in my pissy knickers, and since I had started masturbating everytime i pissed myself it was pretty deeply ingrained in my thoughts by then. It was no wonder my knickers got wet everytime I felt like I needed to pee. My body would get excited on its own anticipating the sexual pleasure to come.

    My teen years were very interesting indeed, to start with because of my childhood potty trauma, as soon as I started feeling sexual urges, my way of rebelling and coping was to start using the toilet to piss again.. but leaving my knickers on and masturbating furiously the entire time I was wetting myself in them. Take that parents.. don't like me pissing my knickers on the toilet? ye now I do it ALL THE TIME, ON PURPOSE!
    Bit of a hollow victory tho, my parents never actually found out I was doing it. Warm weather remember? They dried before it caused any issue.

    When I finally got around to having actual sex with people - which didn't take that long at all; since I ended up banging the first boy who caught me masturbating (Which was really no suprise, since I did it so much.), I had no inhibitions at all around things getting wet. So my underwear or shorts too, would almost perminently have a turned on wet spot - and that was before even peeing at all. I drank a lot of water, so I was almost always needing to pee, which meant I was almost always horny before I had even TRIED to pee. Which may sound strange, since I pee myself all the time, but I also liked to hold on until I couldn't hold it any more, so for at least half of my school day I had not peed yet. Ever fucked while needing to piss? It's awesome, especially if you start leaking a little each time they thrust into you. It is even better if you left your knickers on, and only moved it over to let him fuck you. Not only are you getting fucked you get to piss your panty a little while you do it too. Damn it makes me cum hard.

    Around highshool I also developed the curious habit of opening my knees under the desk any time someone dropped an item under it.. so of course most of the boys and at least a handful of the girls in later years made a habit of dropping things regularly on purpose to enjoy the view. So it was usually blatantly obvious when I was horny as fuck, so my classmates who wanted to bang me knew the exact right time to approach me, when I would be least likely to reject them. Even if they got it wrong, and my knickers were wet because I had just been merrily pissing myself, I was still usually in a good enough mood to jump at the chance for a quick fuck afterwards, and given the no strings sex they were not about to complain about my skin being a little wet as they bent me over.

    Good Days. So many great memorys, most of them wet.

    Thinking back, damn I fucked a lot in highshool. It was like i was always in heat. Was? Hell I am still like that now in university! Even some of the girls got at me too.. turns out, even as a girl, comes a point where you get so horny you will even let a girl get you off if she asks nicely. Especially when it was the same childhood friend you played pee games with as a kid. I told her she could get me off anytime she liked, so long as she pissed her knickers in front of my while she did it. She seemed reluctant at first, until I returned the favour and fingered the fuck out of her the first time she actually did it for me. She used to get me off so fast too. But damn she could get off fast when I touched her back, she got off even faster than I did, and her knickers were saturated in pee when I got to rub her too.. heaven!

    These days I think she likes pissing herself as much as I do now, but her family moved away before I graduated. Last I heard she had hooked up with some perverted people in college, and was getting more wet sex in university than I am. I should go visit her dorm. Sounds like fun.

    For many girls the natural urge to let lose and squirt a little is supressed as their experience grows, in me it went the other way, I was all in. When I discovered a lover could make me squirt a little if they did certain things, I made sure all my lovers always did those things, and I guess the part of me that made that work only got stronger. It gradually became easier and easier to do, and more violent when it did. It is now so impressive, you could mistake it for piss.. but it isn't piss, cause right after that, if I try really hard, I can piss myself too, which I usually do too, cause I come so hard I almost faint. I guess it helped when someone first hit that spot I felt like I needed to pee even more, and I really liked that.. so you can imagine what happened - turns out if you hit that spot just right at the right speed, it does something funny to you, and you go off like water geyser when you orgasm. So it is like I have two bladders now. I fucking love it. I guess that means I have two super powers. When I get off, I can wet myself; twice!

    I mean up to the point I discoverd squirting I wouldnt even let anyone fuck me unless my bladder was so full it hurt anyway, which had the interesting side effect that it delayed my orgasms a lot, and usually meant at some point I pissed myself while we fucked. God that is so fun, you should try it. It is so dirty, wet and nasty it feels great when it happens. Carnage on the bed sheets tho, but who says you always need to always do it in bed? Besides waterproof bed protectors are cheap, my floor is waterproof, and I have spare sheets when the others are in the wash anyway.
    I do go through a lot of laundry liquid..

    About the only thing that was more fun and even more perverted was that time it happened while someone was going down on me. Ok they dumped me after that.. but it was worth it.. because I got a reputation.. and then someone who was apparently into that sort of weird shit asked me out.. and when I did it to them on purpose to see if they could scratch that itch, they got so excited they banged me 10 times in a row afterwards.

    Who could have guessed pissing in someones face could be such a turn on. I get such naughty warm tingles and flushes when I do it, and it gives that guy a boner like he just took a 6 pack of viagra. Not to mention when he comes back up kisses me and sticks it in, I am done in about 3 thrusts. Yum.

    Like i've seen videos online.. mostly when someone pisses on someones face, it is usually some sort of whips and chain abuse and degrade thing, and that shit dries me up like a puddle in a heatwave. But when you actually do it, and its not some abuse thing, and both of you are into it, damn is it hot to do! These days I find myself daydreaming about what it would have been like if when I made my girlfriend piss herself when i fingered her, if she had done it on my face instead. Or better yet she did it on my face, while I did it on my mans face.. at the same time. I rather suspect he wouldn't mind the extra company..

    I should write her a letter... not long until spring break.. we should plan to go to the same place this year..

    Oh shit.. the lecturer just came in. All this dirty reminiscing got me so horny, and fuck do i need to piss badly. Lucky I don't need any books this period, my bag is empty. Maybe I should slip it under my chair.. and see how watertight it is.. oh, my guy sat the next row down, and he can see up my skirt. What a nice smile he has on his face. Oh fuck.. I cant hold it anymore.. <3 <3 and he is still watching.. <3 <3 I can feel the cotton on my panty getting wetter already.. oh shit its leaking out now.. oh wow.. my bag really is water tight, it isn't leaking at all.. unlike me.

    His smile just got even wider, and he is making licking motions with his tongue at me.

    Damn I love this perverted guy.. if they turn down the lights for the overhead projector, I should get him under my desk..

    Oh they did kill the lights.. Fuck it, I am going to message my girlfriend right now.. she is totally going to be into this.. and I can stream him licking me to her.. this phone has night mode.. maybe she might offer to let me lick her like that too if I ask her nicely..

    After all it will be spring break. Time to go wild.











    Last edited by Enkil; October 1, 2024, 05:23 PM.
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